tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-107712942011-04-22T11:46:18.561+08:00shattered-dreamz][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comBlogger1191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1146242913162986872006-04-29T00:47:00.000+08:002006-04-29T00:48:33.186+08:00changed a new bloggy le<br />prviate msg mie fer moi new URL..<br />thx...<br />but NOT 2 spread it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114624291316298687?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1145200767386799472006-04-16T23:15:00.000+08:002006-04-17T00:03:49.233+08:00<span style="color:#ccffff;">happi easter</span> <span style="color:#ccffff;">dae`</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">whee</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">receive sum choc 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">must sae im quite surprised & touch</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">got 2 person i wanna thx</span> <span style="color:#ccffff;">fer making mie a memorable easter dae//haas</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"><br /></span><span style="color:#ccffff;">1stly thx d sum1 whu came dwn wif a fren aft wrk jus 2 get mie a simple yet meaningful choc </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">den gO back frm east 2 west</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">2ndly thx d sum1 whu went ard luking fer d "rabbit" choc but yet failed </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">came 2 luk fer mie during off dae[todae] jus 2 pass mie a small choc yet ended up surprised mie wif a box of "rabbit" filled wif choc &amp; oso a choc egg</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">nt forgettin giving mie a ride hm aft tat</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">reali appreciated it alot</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">shared d choc[s] wif moi family & it taste reali nice// lurbe it alot</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">ps// pray hard &amp; ur wishes wil jus turn true`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114520076738679947?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1145158994694641852006-04-16T11:16:00.000+08:002006-04-16T11:43:14.710+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">opened 2 page fer d millionth time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">finali im bloggin</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">reali dunno wat 2 tok abt</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mani things running thru moi mind</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">been a week since i start wrkin at counter</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">life is gud</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">moi partner aunty treat mie so nice</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">every1 is nice [ especialli d 2 guys frm another brand]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">they wld hlp mie in everithin but oso kip makin fun of mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">counter life is jus so diff frm fair</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i stil mish d time when im at bugis taxi stand</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">2nd dae at counter onli fall sick liao` 2nd dae onli wrk full shift liaoz </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">air con is damn cold loh</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">can euu thk i wear 2 jackets liao & im stil freezing//haas</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sick fer a week liao stil hab nt recover</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den yest calvin[a guy frm another brand] hab lunch tgt den bought mie those medical soup &amp; tat dae stil bring jacket fer mie but i stil sick`haas</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but reali appreciated his kindess</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im being label "honey"// tat attracts mani bees</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but im nt "honey" & i dun wanna b "honey"</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sum of euu sae im pretty or even a babe</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i rather nt b one! i dun even thk im one!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">so i knw hw 2 stp d bees frm coming!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">or shld i sae i wil try moi best?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw all of euu jus cares</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">grad fer sumtime le<br />things start 2 change<br />moi life, frens & everythin ard bah<br />sometimes jus wondering mayb trying so hard is jus toopid bah</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">so nw moi life onli consists of wrk &amp; rest when i hab a chance</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im nt angry but mayb jus disappointed bah</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i realli dunno wat 2 reply or sae animore </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mayb i hab sum sort of knew it wil b'cum liddat</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">so its okie bah</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ps// gonna go prepare fer wrk liao..shall update again soon if i hab time.. wrking full shift fer tues &amp; wed again..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114515899469464185?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1144344929497184422006-04-07T01:24:00.000+08:002006-04-07T01:35:29.526+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">whee</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im back</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">yeah</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">gone missing like wat sum of moi frens sae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">haas</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">no lahz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">wrking mahz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">sort of like moi new job or shld i sae 1st assig</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">do fair [ bugis taxi stand]</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">1 tat i wil alwaes rem</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hab lots of fun & luffers</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">craps &amp; fooling ard</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">1 big happi family </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">2dae last dae liao</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">gonna wrk at counter startin frm sat</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">woah</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">marvellous</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">dunno wat its gonna b like hor</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">finali i bought moi tamagotchi </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">so nice 2 play</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">haaas</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">its jus so adorable</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">like mie//haaas</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hmmm</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">super insufficient rest</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">haben finish reading moi storybook</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">gonna re-new b4 overdue</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">meetin up wif meimei</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">she simply mish mie so much//thick-skinned</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">haaas</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">gonna go orh orh liao</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">nite nite</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">swt dream//</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114434492949718442?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1143525679406471682006-03-28T13:24:00.000+08:002006-03-28T14:01:19.436+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">emotional// super long entry</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">#1 [skool]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">grad alr</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mish those gud old daes</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">thou it was stress but it was oso fun</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">crappin & foolin ard in class</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tryin 2 ctrl our temper towards sum frens sumtime</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">potenting fer lame excuses</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">finding reasons fer late assignments</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">givin nonsense &amp; craps 2 t'chers</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mish those times whereby i hab wake up calls frm diff t'chers<br />special treatments frm t'chers</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">habing lunch tgt in/out of skool</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">learnt mani things ther b'sid IT stuffs</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ther're frens whu pull mie back on feet 3yrs back</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ther're frens whu gif mie motivation 2 study hard fer d last yr ther</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">will alwaes rem d time in ite`3yrs</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">thou i lost frens whu luk dwn on mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i disapoint moi family fer spending an xtra yr </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but i wil neber regret studyin ther</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cuz it hlp mie 2 knw whu r moi true frens</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">hw much i truely stand in d family</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">support frm moi cousins`all d care & concern</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">shall alwaes b grateful towards those t'chers whu din gif up on mie 2yrs bk </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">#2 [family]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">din go out since last sat</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sty at hm 2 rest, slack, read storybook & spend time wif d lil 1</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">been thking alot lately abt moi family</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">disappointments is all i gif them over d yrs</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">r/s between moi sista &amp; mie gt beta`jus like last time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">as fer moi parents` stil d same</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">nth much was sae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">until jus nw mummy tok 2 mie over d fone</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">hearing wat she sae` i cried</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">yesh it may nt b mie tat euu're so stress up but i wil stil feel upset cuz i cant do anithin 2 hlp euu</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">all i ever do is 2 add on 2 ur worries</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i lurbe tis time being at hm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">luking at d lil 1 growing up & learning new stuffs everidae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">moments at hm is jus so diff</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">quiet yet sum noisy times ard</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no matter hw tired everi1 is aft 1 whole dae of wrk</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">d moment we see d lil 1 as soon as we reach hm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">all d troubles jus seem so far awae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">#3 [work]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">stil luking fer a job</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">thkin wat type of job 2 luk fer d time being</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">wil b wrkin part-time bahz</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">so tat i can spend more time at hm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">#4 [moi life]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw mani of euu're concern abt mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">worrie fer mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but i wanna learn 2 b strong</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dun wanna b d gurl tat euu guys sae ppl see le wil wanna protect mie frm harm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i hab walk a wrong path in life/shld i sae mani wrong paths</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">realise moi mistakes</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">wish 2 take a u-turn</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">hab enuff of being insulted or beaten</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">nth wil ever heal tis scars </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im no longer d gurl whu wil gif in d moment euu hurt urslf</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">condem mie fer all euu wan</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cuz i learnt nt 2 b bother wif wat others thk/sae bhind mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i wil b much happier tis wae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i hab enuff alr</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i jus wanna learn 2 b a much happier gurl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">stp being so careless, clumsy, 4getful</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">stp letting moi frens 2 worie fer mie all d time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i wanna b ther when they nid mie ard</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i wanna learn 2 b a beta gurl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">#5 [feelings]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">pls stp askin mie 2 thk/mak decisions</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">since euu guys r nt even thkin abt wat i sae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den wats d point of voice out moi point of view</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">isnt it a waste of time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">thousands of times we been goin thru all tis</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i nid no1 2 understand wat i go thru</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but at least pls respect moi decision</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im emotionally breaking dwn </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">physically wise` im falling sick</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i wil neber b d perfect gurl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">carol = girl-with-attitude = the not perfectt gurl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114352567940647168?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1143207118382493872006-03-24T21:03:00.000+08:002006-03-24T21:31:58.396+08:00can ani1 jus kill mie?!<br /><br />im tired of everithin!<br /><br /><br />leave mie alone<br />lett mie off<br /><br /><br /><br />lett mie save euu frm all d troubles<br />jus tell mie wat euu wanna see<br />i wil shw euu all<br /><br /><br />so euu guys can stp viewing moi profile 1 aft another<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mind ur own business<br />watch wat euu sae!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ther's a limit 2 everithin<br />so does moi patient!<br /><br /><br /><br />nt explainin does nt mean anithin<br />i jus see no point 2 it<br />wil jus b wasting moi breathe!<br /><br /><br /><br />y bother 2 sae so much since we hab nth in common animore!<br /><br /><br /><br />angel euu<br />devil mie<br /><br /><br /><br />im used 2 it<br />but i wil NO LONGER live wif it<br /><br /><br /><br />sae wat euu wan!<br />i wun bother 2 gif a damn animore!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im tryin 2 b a happier gurl<br />i promised euu guys<br />den i wil try moi best 2 achieve it<br /><br /><br />i knw i hab euu guys worryin & bein ther fer mie whenever i nid<br />i hab no worries<br />i can alwaes count on euu guys<br /><br /><br />im sorie fer alwaes breakin dwn in front of euu guys<br />bt sumhw moi life is jus so pathetic<br />no1 wil truely understand wat im goin thru since in every1's eyes im alr d devil<br /><br /><br />gonna learn 2 b strong//<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114320711838249387?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1142927244683872522006-03-21T14:47:00.000+08:002006-03-21T16:13:18.746+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">getting all emotional//<br /><br /><br /><br />wats moi life gonna b like aft tis week<br />hab been studying fer 14yrs of moi life<br />but frm nxt week onwards<br />im gonna start hunting fer jobs<br />step into a new life<br />wrking life`<br /><br /><br /><br />no more potenting<br />no more rushing of projects & assig<br />no more falling aslp in class<br />no more lazing ard or sty over at their hse<br />no more crapping tgt<br /><br /><br />im definitely gonna mish tis kind of life<br />thou i neber like skooling<br />but<br />i definitely lurbe moi frens<br />those precious moments tat i wil cherish<br /><br /><br />gonna truely let go of tis lil girl shell<br />whu every1 wil wanna protect<br />step into a brand new shell<br />a stronger &amp; more harsh gurl<br />into d new wrking life<br /><br /><br />life hab been so diff fer mie tis few weeks<br />w/o euu in moi life<br />it cant get ani beta den ever!<br />jus continue living in ur own lil fairy land<br />deceiving urslf & every1 ard euu<br /><br />i hab enuff<br />i mean it when i sae<br />i hab ENUFF of it!<br />leave mie alonne<br />LET MIE OFF!<br />treat as im beggin fer mercy frm euu'</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">since euu thk im nt gud enuff fer euu</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im jus a slut/bitch or wateva euu cor mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den why r euu stil gripping on mie?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">jus 2 torture mie?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">WHY?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">euu're alr an angel in every1's eyes </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mie?! DEVIL</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den wat more euu stil wan frm mie?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br /><br /><br />insults &amp; beatings wil neber b heal by itslf!<br />can i jus b d 1 lil happi gurl i used 2 b?!<br />i mish those gud old moments in life w/o unhappiness<br />moi childhood!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">can ani1 jus bring mie back d gud old past?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">those innocent ones</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw i make alot of euu worie fer mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">yet</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">also making alot of euu hate mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but whu wil truely understand wats in moi mind?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">whu wil truely understand wat i hab been goin thru!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im sure a failure in life!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">its mummy dear's b'dae 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">yet</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i stil mak her unhapi & worie fer mie!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">wat kind of daughter can i b?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">im reali sorie//</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">jus wanna wish her a reali hapi bdae </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">thou i alwaes make her worie,angry &amp; unhappi since young</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i truely lurbe her 2 lil bits & pieces frm d bottom of moi hearts</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i lurbe everi1 at hm too</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">thou we alwaes fight &amp; qurrel</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">no matter hw bad or worse things get 2</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i knw i stil lurbe everi1 of euu</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">when im down or nid of hlp</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">family is alwaes ther fer mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">in skol now</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tears flowing dwn as im updating thru all tis</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i reali dunno hw long more i can endure it</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im losing moi grip`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">depression//</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sumthin i been wantin 2 hide moislf in it</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">run awae frm everithin </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dun wanna b a corward in everi1's eyes</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">moi family is facing moi mistakes wif mie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">yet</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i onli kip making them worie & unhappi</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw im nt alone</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im being lurbed</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dun wan 2 b d gurl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">euu guys wanna protect frm gettin hurt</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i muz learn 2 b strong</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">face it</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">a fact euu can neber ever change!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">carol = girl-with-attitude = the not perfectt gurl//</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">breaking dwn`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114292724468387252?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1141958708666279102006-03-10T10:09:00.000+08:002006-03-10T10:45:08.680+08:00if euu feel tat d below contents dun pls euu den pls fuck off//<br /><br /><br /><br />if euu dunno wats goin on den pls dun start turning ur own creativity!<br />do euu knw wat i hab been goin thru?!<br />i dun care hw/wat euu guys thk abt mie but jus stp spreading watever shit euu hab in ur bloody fuckin mouth!<br />its jus tat i see no point explaining n tired of it bahz!<br /><br /><br />getting bruised n beaten is nt moi cup of tea fer a guy 2 treat a gurl<br />but tis is hw moi life been goin thru!<br />i hab enuff of it n thk its time 2 put it a stp!<br />acting innocent n putting up a goody face i oso knw hw.. but why shld i?!<br />i jus wanna b whu i m!<br />dun b a fake!<br /><br /><br />so unhappy wif mie?!<br />its okie cuz i dun gif a damn!<br /><br /><br />being able 2 cum hm 2 sty is jus god damn gud!<br />w/o euu in moi life is xtra god damn gud!<br />mayb euu dun understand d pain n bruised euu left mie wil neber b healed!<br />times n times n again chances r given 2 euu but its nt being appreciated den why shld i b so toopid holding on 2 it n getting beaten up again?!<br /><br /><br />euu kip sayin i tokin abt euu in moi blog..<br />but pls fer goodness sake<br />i DIN mention ani name!!!<br />if euu nt guilty conscious den why euu thk im tokin abt euu?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im nt a perfectt gurl//<br />i wil neber b 1<br />since young i walked mani wrong paths<br />brought thousands n millions of disappointments 2 moi family n lurve ones<br />but tis time round<br /><br /><br /><br />i knw if i dun chose 2 let go den i definitely wil regret nxt time when things start 2 happened<br /><br /><br /><br />i dun wish 2 see d lil 1 gettin hurt by euu!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i wil pay all price fer it!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mark moi words!<br />enuff is enuff!<br />beta stp all ur nonsense!<br />wat more euu wish 2 see?!<br />cant find?!<br />den i hlp euu lah!<br />i cant alwaes plc it up fer euu<br />why bother 2 check until so hard?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />its jus so tiring isnt it?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nw euu gt a chance so faster grab on it hard!<br />start ur own wonderful goody n innocent euu story<br />so every1 wil start turning their back 2 mie!<br />wheee`<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sound great 2 euu?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />back 2 skool`<br />another 2 more weeks 2 go!<br />wheee//<br />so happi!<br />finalli<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />been so proud of moislf!<br />heee<br />doing assignments & projects by myslf<br /><br />okie okie<br /><br /><br /><br />sumtimes go meimei's hse do den i fell aslp den she hlp mie do sum..haaas<br />so swt of her`lurbe her lots<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aniwae luking fer jobs nw<br />nt gonna continue studying fer d time being<br />shall b bk in skol aft a yr time<br /><br /><br /><br />gonna mish every1 bahz..<br />life wil neber b d same again<br />crapping n foolin ard<br /><br /><br /><br />no more conquering of meimei's room//<br />sadden`haaas<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aniwae finish quite a num of assignments alr<br />so gonna gif moislf a lil break<br /><br /><br />taking d lil 1 out ltr wif moi classmates<br /><br /><br /><br />den gonna sty at hm tis weekend 2 b a gud lil gurl<br />complete assignments n study fer tests..<br />arghhhhhhhh`<br />so mani tests & assignments like neber can complete de<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1st sem tat i so endu abt moi studies//haaas<br />wil neber regret knwing tis class<br />cuz at least they make mie put more interest in moi studies!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114195870866627910?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1141014615759080612006-02-27T12:06:00.000+08:002006-02-27T12:30:15.776+08:00in skol`<br />nth much 2 do<br />new computers fer d lab..wheee<br /><br />went hm last nite//less dan 8hrs<br />wrong decision make fer goin bk<br /><br />actuali i went bk on fridae nite too//less dan 7hrs<br />wrong decision make fer goin bk too<br /><br /><br />its moi hm<br />yet<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i cant seem 2 go bk<br /><br /><br /><br />WHY?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />euu claim tat its partly urs too<br />den let mie tell euu tat its nt!<br /><br /><br /><br />went hm happily hoping 2 see d lil 1<br />yet<br /><br /><br /><br />played less dan 5mins<br />he was turned away by sum1<br />i reali cant belief it man!<br /><br /><br />like mie if euu wan<br />hate mie if euu wish<br />i dun gif a damn 2 hw euu feel<br />jus fcukin leave mie alonee`<br />i hab enuff of everithin!<br /><br /><br /><br />euu ask mie dun go bk if i dun like it<br />den be it<br />i wun go bk!<br />so stp goin round complaining<br /><br />or<br /><br />whinning like a baby//<br /><br /><br /><br />so pathetic!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i dun mind takin a u-turn frm d path im taking nw<br />dream on of habing anithin or ani1<br /><br /><br />dun gif up so?<br />euu thk i care?!<br />i wil stil jus do it moi waY!<br /><br />fcuk wif all ur goody goody acts in front of every1<br />but<br />hw euu shout, scold & insult when ther's no1 ard<br />stp all ur innocent looks<br />its jus so fake!<br />check fer all euu wan k?!<br />cant find or see wat euu hope fer den let mie knw<br />i wil b ther or add it in jus fer ur sake!<br /><br /><br /><br />wat's home 2 mie?<br /><br /><br /><br />everytime i go bk<br />ended up din slp fer d whole nite<br />quarrels<br />mie cryings<br />listening 2 sighings & mumblings<br />mie slpin on sofa in d living room<br /><br />den tell mie wats d point of mie goin bk?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />maybe<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />euu guys r beta w/o mie<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />slowly i grw 2 accept it<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />home is nw no longer even an empty shell fer mie to slp<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />can ani1 truely understand d pain & hurt i hab inside mie?! wat im facing &amp; alld support i nid frm them?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />do they reali bother abt it?! or at least care?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nt continuing moi studies in poly<br />final decision<br />dun ask mie why cuz i dun wish 2 oso<br /><br /><br /><br />shal b studyin part-time poly aft a yr<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im lost<br />im numbed<br />mentally shuted<br />physically sick<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />can ani1 jus save mie?!<br />omg!<br />moi head is spinning!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaAAAAAaaHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114101461575908061?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1140677422032482752006-02-23T14:39:00.000+08:002006-02-23T14:59:49.693+08:00boo`<br />im dwn!<br />batt running low fer skool//<br />i simply cant stand it animore<br />arghhh!!!<br /><br />struggling wif decisions making<br />poly or wrk?!<br />interviews aft 1 another//<br /><br />sumtimes i reali wonder wats on 1 mind<br />i jus cant seem 2 understand ani1 animore!!!<br />im tired//<br />dead` cant b bother 2 thk animore<br /><br />haben been online alot lately<br />jus dun seem 2 hab d feel at all//<br />or isit tat i jus cant b bothered 2 chat or surf?!<br /><br />porjects r driving mie nuts!<br />family r being nt supportive!<br />skool?! fcuk up`<br /><br />can i jus lock moislf up once again?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />but<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i jus unlocked moislf nt too long ago// din i?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />emotionally + physically toture = break dwn!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />been feeling sick on & off fer so long// abt 1 mth?!<br />stress`<br />been misunderstood by others but dun see d point in explaining animore!!<br />jus why shld i?!<br />damn it// fcuk`<br />irritating!!!<br /><p> </p><p>i hab a home & a family` dun i?!<br />den hw cum//</p><p> </p><p> </p><p>im running away frm it?!<br />each time i planned 2 finish up everythin & b home earli</p><p> </p><p>but </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>sumthins alwaes happen & make mie change moi mind<br />in d end?!<br />i wil jus sty out again!!!</p><p> </p><p>why?!</p><p> </p><p>why does things ended up liddat?!<br /></p><p> </p><p>i mish d lil 1<br />i mish moi family<br />i mish moi stuffs<br /><br /></p><p>but </p><p> </p><p>d tot of goin hm sumtimes jus turn mie off`<br />i wil jus sty out to complete moi stuffs<br />rather den goin hm & ended up wif nth done at all</p><p> </p><p>ps// locked up`</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114067742203248275?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1140418965063980932006-02-20T14:48:00.000+08:002006-02-20T15:02:45.080+08:00im down!<br />dunno wats going on moi mind<br />haben been sleepin at hm fer 3 nites`<br />i mish d lil one//<br /><br />went fer d grad of mummy's course wif daddy on sat<br />was a touching scene i muz sae<br />reali appreciate moi mummy's fren whu sponsored her 2 it bahz<br />total cost = $1200<br />woah`<br /><br />thk mummy change a lil aft d whole thing<br />at least i saw a smile tat truely came frm bth daddy n mummy<br />daddy almost tears & was tryin hard 2 hold back<br />been so long since i lasted felt family warmth once again<br />donkey yrs since moi mum last hug mie &amp; sae she lurbe mie<br />but yet it all happened on sat over at d graduation ceremony!<br /><br />touching speechs<br />crying scenes<br />hugging<br />presenting of lurbe//<br /><br />frm ther i understand 1 thn<br />jus when euu're tryin hard 2 luk fer lurbe frm sum1<br />actuali euu're alr d biggest winner cuz lurbe cum frm heart<br />onli urslf can gif urslf d lurbe & feeling euu wan<br />its neber 2 late 2 u-turn<br />but yet euu dun hab d courage 2 walk out of ur empty shell<br /><br />at least i knw tat no matter hw daddy alwaes hab a long face but in his heart ther's onli mummy & us!<br />lil he tok but his lurbe fer us is over loaded<br /><br />mummy neber once gif up on us<br />especially mie//even aft disapointing them countless of times<br /><br />hereby<br /><br /><br /><br />i wanna truely apologise 2 them fer all d disappointments i gif them over d yrs<br />thx fer nt giving up on mie<br />stil loving mie & standing by moi side<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i lurbe euu<br /><br /><br /><br />ps// mummy, i wil do as i promised..save up enuff $$ & let euu continue on tis course slowly &amp; allowing daddy to join too..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114041896506398093?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1140022811255347692006-02-16T00:48:00.000+08:002006-02-16T01:03:22.350+08:00feeling so high into d sky tis few daes`<br />nth can suside moi happiness<br />simple dae spend in a simple wae<br />yet all d msg tat we wanna convert 2 each other was received perfectly<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />swt moments + rite company = heaven<br /><br /><br /><br />i knw tat lurbe is in d air<br />cuz of euu<br /><br /><br />i lurbe euu b'cuz..<br />euu're jus euu//simple as abc<br /><br />im smiling cuz of euu<br />pampering & lurbing mie even when im unreasonable at times<br />neber failed 2 worrie &amp; shw concern towards mie<br /><br />went fer a new haircut 2dae<br />been wanting 2 trim moi hair cuz of d weather// at least 4 mths liaoz<br />damn lazy`<br />suddenli 2dae gt feel when i wake up<br />change of hair style<br />hab a sweet lookin & cute style<br />thou mayb 2 sum thks tat it dun suit mie but at least i sort of like it<br />back 2 moi old hair style which i hab abt 1.5yrs ago//short fringe<br />thinned moi hair cuz its super thick<br />super happi wif d thinning of moi hair cuz nw its onli a few strands of hair when i tied it upp`heees<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4207/541/1600/before%20&%20after.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4207/541/320/before%20%26%20after.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />moi old & new hairstyles..haaas<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-114002281125534769?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139720964027407022006-02-12T12:43:00.000+08:002006-02-12T13:09:24.040+08:00split personalites`<br /><br /><br />when im at hm = attitude + saddist + dumb + deaf + numb etc...<br />when im away frm hm = luffers + smiles + playful + noisy etc...<br /><br /><br />why?!<br /><br /><br />can i seriously bring moi smiles hm?!<br /><br /><br />each dae at hm since like a complete disaster<br />no1 seems 2 understand wats on moi mind<br />scolding,blaming fer nth is all i get<br />explanation is jus wasting of breath<br />slowly i learnt 2 kip moi mouth shut & b dumb<br />listen is all i do but wat r they truely tokin abt i dunno<br /><br />mayb in ur eyes im jus a gud fer nth + great disappointments<br />i knw i hab disappoint euu in moi studies & moi life<br />but its neber too late 2 learnt moi mistakes &amp; u-turn<br />at least tats wat i believe in<br />i may walked on d wrong path in life b4 but tat doesnt mean i wil nt change<br />so dun view mie in ur tainted glasses!!!<br />euu're no other beta cuz at least i gt d guts 2 face up wif it bt yet euu're jus hiding up in ur own small lil hole<br /><br />i nid support 2 tk another step in life<br />yesh! i gt all d support i nid<br />but<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />its all frm moi frens<br />den wher's moi family??!<br />pls dun tell mie i dun hab 1 lohz..<br /><br />euu guys alwaes sae i hab d talent in mie<br />its jus tat im lazi & dunno hw 2 mak use of it<br />den nw?!<br />i realise moi mistakes<br />i wan 2 prove euu guys wrong but no support given<br />wateva i do seem 2 b wrong<br />den tell mie wats d point of mie saying or doin anithin?!<br /><br /><br />tired + numb = emotionally & physically shut dwn in life<br /><br />mayb euu guys neber wil try 2 understand hw i feel<br />no matter hw hard i try im alwaes wrong<br />den why bother 2 ask mie anithin cuz euu guys neber took moi opinion?!<br />im onli rem when hlp is needed at hm..<br />jus whu m i 2 euu guys or at hm?!<br />a nobody whu wil onli b visible when euu're in nid of mie?!<br />d hurt in mie can euu feel it//ever touch it?!<br /><br /><br /><br />silently i prayed<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1 dae im visible 2 all of euu<br />w/o mie doing sumthin wrong<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />will moi wish cum true?!<br /><br /><br /><br />seriously i hope it will<br /><br /><br /><br />wish upon a star`<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />[[ haben change moi blogskin fer quite sumtime so decided 2 change 2 tis sweet lil 1..hees.. tryin hard 2 bring out those true smiles in mie fer euu but alwaes lost all of them d moment im on moi wae hm..bt at least im truely hapi when im outside &amp; cherish every single moment of it..]]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113972096402740702?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139590348828817842006-02-11T00:50:00.000+08:002006-02-11T00:52:28.846+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">whoo</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">back at hm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sianz 1/2</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">reached hm onli see black face fer nth </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cant believe it lohz</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">if nt fer d lil 1 i wil jus sty away frm hm 4eva</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">lost moi smile once again`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113959034882881784?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139408045792680532006-02-08T21:50:00.000+08:002006-02-08T22:14:05.813+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">family = father & mother i lurbe euu</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">yesh its true</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but do i reali hab a family?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im no longer sure animore</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">all i knw is tat im alwaes being blame &amp; scolded fer nth</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im tired of it</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hab a break dwn last nite//sit at d beach fer so long</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but d sea breeze jus cant seem 2 blow away moi troubles</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">so mani things running thru moi mind</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hab an final decision//if tis d wae euu guys wan things 2 b</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">den it shall b//higher nitec will b moi last cert</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">another break dwn 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">why cant i seem 2 bring hm moi smiles</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">told mum how i felt thru tis few mths</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but sumhw ther r jus sum things which i hab 2 kip it a secret fer her but yet?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im d 1 being blamed</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">fer mum or dad i wil endured wif it all</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">simply cuz i lurbe them </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">tml will b dad's 50th bdae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">was planning 2 go hm 2nite </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but yet?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im spending d nite out again</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im sorie bt i simply dun wish 2 go bk 2 d empty shell </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im disappointed is all i can sae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">shall b styin out tis 2 nites bahz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">home = an empty shell</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">home is onli a plc fer mie 2 slp</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">sumtimes i cant even rest well at hm</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">haben been slpin alot lately</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">ps// daddy, hapi 50th bdae! i lurbe euu</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113940804579268053?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139292054894037072006-02-07T13:59:00.000+08:002006-02-07T14:00:54.910+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">argh</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">irritatin`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im nt feeling so gud</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">so mani things running thru moi mind nw</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">can i jus black out immed?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">lost all of moi senses den i wun hab 2 knw or feel anithn ard</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113929205489403707?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139244928438791482006-02-07T00:00:00.000+08:002006-02-07T01:13:07.580+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">falling sick`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">insufficient slp + walkin in d rain = sicky mie -_-"</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so weak hor// gettin weaker nwadaes</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">or </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">did i juz chose 2 shut dwn mentally & physically?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im nt sure either wor</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">tryin 2 luk out fer new jobs`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">beta earning or more flexible wrking time bahz</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">haben been wrking fer a beri long time wor</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">gettin lazier each dae</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">or </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">do i juz wanna spend lesser time at hm 2 avoid conflicts?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im nt sure either wor</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">it juz seems 2 mie tat watever i sae or do at hm wil neber pls ani1</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">den y get myslf into meaningless conflicts when i can avoid it?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">haben been talking much at hm nwadaes..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">m i juz tired, cant b bothered or dun see d nid 2 speak?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">more den 3 sentences &amp; it wil turn out 2 b a quarrel//</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">black face is onli wat i see d moment i reach hm</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">euu neber seem 2 understand anithn or mayb euu juz cant b bothered 2</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">complain is d onli thing euu does best// euu're neber in wrong </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">simple thing onli can cor mie up wif 10 over missed cors juz 2 ask a simple thing like askin mie 2 instal game fer euu..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">when i sae ur game cant instal cuz it gt error//wat euu did?! </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">euu juz shouted at mie fer nth & wat hapen nxt?! it juz b'cum moi fault fer nth &amp; more shouting all 2 mie!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im tired of it!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">sae wan 2 study part-time poly fer 2yrs le yet?! stil neber enroll 2 ani course at all//sae onli</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">grad is d onli word i hab in mind nw!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">abt 2 more mths 2 go..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">finalli</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but euu wil neber understand d joy i hab in mie!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cuz all euu can do is complain tat im facing moi com every single dae</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">den if nt wat euu expect?! i use moi free hand 2 draw animation on paper?! powerpoint slides on cardboard?! </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">yet nw im stil feeling tat im xin fu de`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cuz gt ppl whu lurbe mie & understands mie</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">click well wif mie like anithin</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">protecting mie frm harm </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i can tok anithin under d sun yet wun feel bored </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">frens whu wil alwaes b ther when i needed</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">hlpin mie 2 solve moi troubles &amp; nt adding on 2 moi toubles like wat euu do sumtimes</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">ps: im being lurbed!!! yeah >.<*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113924492843879148?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1139045517897604322006-02-04T17:12:00.000+08:002006-02-04T17:31:57.913+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">y does moi smiles & luffers alwaes disappear d moment im at hm?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">wher hab it hide 2?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">wil i b able 2 find it once again?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i doubt so..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i was told nt 2 numb moislf up when at hm</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but i simply gif up</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">all ur attitude & stuffs euu do or sae is making mie sty far away frm hm</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">euu simply din realise it`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">complains is all euu can do</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">den b it`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">gud fer nuthin wil onli slack n complains!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i knw im mean but i no longer knw wat more can i sae!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">can ani1 tell mie pls?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">hw shld i feel, react, tok, thk towards all tis?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">can ani1 truely understand?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">moi onli joy at hm is cuz of d lil 1 </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">nth else`completely none</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">do i reali hab 2 go thru all tis or can i jus put it 2 an end?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">outside hm//totali diff mie</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">no wories </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">onli happiness,smiles n luffers</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i knw im being protected</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i knw im being lurbed </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i knw i can let out everithn i wan</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i can 4get everythn fer those every moments when im away frm hm</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so staying awae frm hm b'cum moi onli solutions`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i wish 2 spend every single moment away frm hm if i can</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so i can b happi forever`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but i cant` i wil miss d lil 1 [everythin in moi life]</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">moi heart stp beating d beri moment im hm</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">its stp at d point whereby moi smiles n luffers r//so real n true</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cuz sum1 allow mie </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">deep dwn in moi heart a plc </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i truely knw im d happiest gurl in d universe`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im being lurbe,care, protected n dote on//</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113904551789760432?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1138557202577900712006-01-30T01:39:00.000+08:002006-01-30T19:33:45.043+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">its moi blog<br />can i blog everithn i wish 2?!<br />i dun thk so wor<br />but<br />hw can i possibly pls everi1?!<br /><br />so much things happen tis few weeks<br />things tat truely turn mi away<br />things tat brighten up moi life<br />miracle happened// </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw im protected</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dun hab 2 worie</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im lurbed</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im d happiest gurl in d universe</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">like it a nt // it doesnt matter aniwae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">followed moi heart</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cant b bothered abt wat others sae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cuz no1 will ever understand</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den y bother 2 even ask fer explaination?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">as if euu even care at all wor</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cut all d acts man! fcuk off cuz its irritatin wor//so fake</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">been feelin happi & cosy</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">feel so light in heart </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">will ani1 explain why???</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">rushin out projects &amp; assisgnments</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">powerpoint slides & flash </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">home = plc to slp + more meaningless stress </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">scoldings &amp; nt having d understandin i nid make mie turn away frm hm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">will things change fer d beta?! i doubt so bahz//</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">used 2 it!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">can euu or ani1 jus understand hw much i wish 2 grad</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">all i wish fer is a lil support</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">scolding fer nth &amp; leadin 2 quarrel on d eve of cny reali break moi heart into pieces</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113855720257790071?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1138112812900330742006-01-24T22:17:00.000+08:002006-01-24T22:26:52.920+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">pointless, shallow, irritating`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">whu r euu guys 2 label us?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">r euu jealous or simply too free?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">beta stp ur fcukin nonsense & those eyes tat staring</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cuz i wun knw wat i wil do if things goes on liddat`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im enduring but tat doesnt mean im fine wif it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im jus simply cant b bother 2 explain anithn animore</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">simply dun see d nid!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so wat we're close?! does it stand in ur ways?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if no den wats ur fcukin problem?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im jus enduring cuz moi frens sae so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but tat doesnt mean i wun take moi own action!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i hab moi limits & i hab reached it.!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">enuff of everithn.!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">its making mie sick of skol!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">been leaving skool earli fer tis 2 daes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">partly due 2 im sick but mostly cuz im tired of all d words &amp; eyes tat r spreading ard..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im staying out frm it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">out of skool`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">jus leave mie alonne </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">fcuk off`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113811281290033074?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137932655390105552006-01-22T20:22:00.000+08:002006-01-22T20:24:15.410+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">one look</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one smile</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one touch</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one embrace</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one kiss </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one lurbe</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">two people</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">two minds</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">two souls</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">two destinies</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one road </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one journey</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">one ending together</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113793265539010555?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137780136651429222006-01-21T01:57:00.000+08:002006-01-21T02:02:16.673+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">started moi dae happily & wonderfully`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but why?!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">do euu hab 2 let it end it tis wae?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">moi feelings &amp; everything all hurt`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i lost tat smile & happiness i hab fer tis few daes!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">jus wats happening?!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">can euu let mie knw?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">hw long more can i tk it?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im no longer sure!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">euu wil neber b able 2 change,accept moi characters &amp; fer whu i m!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">face it bahz!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">2 yrs is wat i hab tried!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">reach moi limit </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">gif up`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">no more!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">dead`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113778013665142922?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137653420535930892006-01-19T14:23:00.000+08:002006-01-19T14:50:20.546+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">is ther no sure thing as best fren between a guy & a gurl?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">muz euu guys b so shallow?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">irritating!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113765342053593089?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137485065809867832006-01-17T16:02:00.000+08:002006-01-17T16:04:37.416+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #cddeff" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><strong>Your Seduction Style: The Natural</strong></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#ebf2ff"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatisyourseductionstylequiz/natural.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.<br />Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.<br />You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!<br />People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Is Your Seduction Style?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113748506580986783?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137479385461225132006-01-17T14:27:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:29:49.653+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #eee9e9" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>Men See You As Understated</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#fffafa"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.yournewromance.com/howdomenseeyouquiz/see-understated.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">How</a> Do Men See You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747938546122513?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137479230149352762006-01-17T14:26:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:27:16.540+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #eee9e9" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>You Are a Natural Beauty!</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#fffafa"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.yournewromance.com/whattypeofbeautyareyouquiz/natural-beauty.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeupThat's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic thoughYou have style, but for you, style is effortless</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Type of Beauty Are You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747923014935276?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137479051128995172006-01-17T14:23:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:24:26.630+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #999999" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>Guys Like That You're Fun</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#cccccc"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.yournewromance.com/whatdoguyslikeaboutyouquiz/you-are-fun.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You're the type of girl guys brag about knowingThat's because you're cool, funny, and laid backYou're smart enough to know how to be one of the guysBut flirty enough to know how to make them all want you</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Do Guys Like About You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747905112899517?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137478818803957962006-01-17T14:20:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:20:24.940+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #eee9e9" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>You are a City Girl!</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#fffafa"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.yournewromance.com/whatkindofgirlareyouquiz/city-girl.gif" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Kind of Girl Are You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747881880395796?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137478587819669082006-01-17T14:16:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:16:35.906+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #999999" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>You Are a Lace Bra!</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#cccccc"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.yournewromance.com/whatkindofbraareyouquiz/lace-bra.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminineYou're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like menYour perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsomeWith a softer side that only you can draw out</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Kind of Bra Are You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747858781966908?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137478397671419972006-01-17T14:12:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:13:17.673+08:00<table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"><tr><td bg align="center" style="color:#87CEFA;"><span style="'color:black;font-family:Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif;"><b>You Are a Passionate Kisser</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#B5E1FC"><center><img src="http://images.yournewromance.com/kissingstylequiz/passionate-kisser.jpg" height="100" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger<br />Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited<br />You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat<br />It's all about where your passion leads you</span></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://ynr.blogthings.com/kissingstylequiz/">What's" Your Kissing Style?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747839767141997?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137478209459832062006-01-17T14:09:00.000+08:002006-01-17T14:10:14.880+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td style="COLOR: #ffa5b2" align="middle"><span style="font-size:+0;"><b>You're a Romantic Kisser</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#ffdbe0"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofkisserareyouquiz/romantic.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Kind of Kisser Are You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113747820945983206?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137340114187317642006-01-15T23:32:00.000+08:002006-01-15T23:48:34.346+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">5th time i open 2 tis page</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but stil dunno wat 2 update`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so did a test on myslf </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">dun ask mie why i chose tis test`haaaas</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cuz moi fren ask mie too..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">did nth much on moi flash 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">kill so mani brain cells frm it</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">haben been sleeping alot lately..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">was watching "er mo zai shen bian" 2 nites ago</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but nw i lost d feel`haaaas</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">yest was out whole nite - onli a few knw wher i was</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">reach hm ard 10am tis morning..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">suppose 2 do moi flash yet i kip reading d online comics..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">haaas..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">dun thk i wil be slping earli 2nite too..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">shall continue reading moi comics`noti mie..like alwaes</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">hmmm..getting more crappy nw a daes`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">was over at meimei's hse earlier on b4 i go out yest</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i was damn crazy & kip "buaying" her bear bear..lolz..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">ended up wif no wrk done when i left 2 mit sum1..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">2pid mie </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but finali i went bk 2 moi old hse ther 2 hab moi lunch yest</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">damn yummy! hab d craving fer so long alr..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">gonna stp here..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cooking dinner fer myslf..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113734011418731764?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1137339021667470362006-01-15T23:30:00.000+08:002006-01-15T23:30:58.006+08:00<table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"><tbody><tr><td align="middle" style="color:#eee9e9;"><span style="font-size:0;"><b>Your Seduction Style: Au Natural</b></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#fffafa"><center><img height="100" src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/au-natural.jpg" width="100" /></center><span style="color:#000000;">You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.<br />You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?<br />You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.</span></td></tr></tbody></table><div align="center"><a href="<a">What</a> Kind of Seducer Are You?</a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113733902166747036?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136977088858527092006-01-11T18:45:00.000+08:002006-01-11T18:58:08.886+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">fcuk`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">im feeling all fcuk up//</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">leave mie alonee</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i nid nobody 2 suck up mie </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">tat includes euu!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">lurbe mie if euu wan`</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">leave mie when euu wish!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i nid no1 ther or here fer mie.!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">mark moi words </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cuz tears r flowing dwn as im typing all tis..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">moi heart is officially dead`</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">euu will neber b d 1 whu understand mie</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113697708885852709?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136962212616988452006-01-11T14:46:00.000+08:002006-01-11T14:50:12.630+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">wat on earth is goin on?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">do i stil understand myslf?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">arghhh`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113696221261698845?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136652459903835192006-01-08T00:38:00.000+08:002006-01-08T00:47:39.926+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">projects + assignments = late nites & stress`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">treated invisible by ur gfs = cant b bothered animore </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im tired of everithn`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">skool, ur gfs & him</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">been habing slpless nites..</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">he's back in a wk time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">shld i go fetch him tgt? or shld i pretend i 4gotten?</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im nt sure..d qns been on moi mind since tat dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im sure & firm wif moi ans but stil i dunno..</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw wat i wan &amp; wat i shld do..</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dun wan ani wrong ideas frm euu</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">projects r driving mie crazy`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">all d msg i gt frm 'moi uncle'</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">stress!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no time fer anithn</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i cant believe im treated invisible by ur gfs once again!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tis is d dunno hw mani time?</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i dunno</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cuz i lost count`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i hab enuff</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cant b bothered animore since euu're doin so too</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">arghhhhhhhh`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i nid a break</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">get away frm everithn single thn & ppl</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but i cant</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">im tight up wif everithn</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i knw ` tis lifee</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">rite? </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">DEAD`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113665245990383519?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136381768282410402006-01-04T21:31:00.000+08:002006-01-04T21:37:07.333+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">been shoppin alot lately<br /></span><span style="color:#cccccc;">gt quite a num of stuffs</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cant believe wat i did 2 moi hp`haas</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mit up wif meimei 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">went 2 sim lim sq wanting 2 settle sum av project stuffs</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">aft tat went 2 marina sq fer sakae` again haas</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">saw d perfume i been luking fer`wheee</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">smell so sweet`gonna get it soon..wooh</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ps : mayb its all destinated`we're neber meant 2 be but aniwae glad tat u're back.. =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113638176828241040?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136379658120753862006-01-04T20:58:00.000+08:002006-01-04T21:00:58.136+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">freaking happi 2 receive ur sms</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but euu're late</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">2yrs late//</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">sorrie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">ps : i miss euu too =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">shall mit up when euu're back yahz..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113637965812075386?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1136253343041720152006-01-03T09:37:00.000+08:002006-01-03T09:55:43.066+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">whee`</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">its a brand new yr</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hab a great start fer tis yr</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">felt so great</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">1st post of yr 2006</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">31.12.2005</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">went over 2 grandma's in d aftnoon</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">spend d entire aftnoon wif moi cousin crapping & swimming</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hab dinner thr wif them</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">came hm wif moi parents aft their wrk </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">was so lazi but stil haala fer 6+hrs &amp; felt damn hyper</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">jux tat a lil dunno wat i was crapping abt..haas</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">01.01.2006</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">slept at ard 7+am</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">baobei reach hm abt 9+am..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">slept fer a while & woke up at 12+pm</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">went 2 mit up wif meimei &amp; melissa at tampines mall 2 shop ard</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nth much 2 do so 4 of us went bk 2 melissa's 2 slack </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">went fer dinner at 8+pm - super full meal</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">went hm aft tat..slack a lil b4 goin laala land</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">02.01.2006</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">woke up earli..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">mit up wif ah gurl 1st...2 get aiai's xmas present</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">aiai reach shorty aft</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">went over fer lunch at V8 - damn full lohz` freaking big serving</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">den went dwn 2 shop at town ` frm far east 2 ps</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">crap`luff & took fotos like no other ppl ard</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hab lots of fun` so long neber 3 of us go out tgt</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">gt them each a piglet &amp; eeyore stuff</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">aiai gt each of us` including herslf......a bra</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">gonna upload tat fotos soon` including our bras</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haaas</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmmm..we gonna mit up reali soon during d cny period`</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">goin 2 d annual cny carnival ` nt forgetting </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">more shopping` crapping & fotos taking</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113625334304172015?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1135998998270545332005-12-31T10:57:00.000+08:002005-12-31T11:16:38.286+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">*-=last dae of yr 2005=-*</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">time reali flies</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">b4 we knw it`its alr another yr ending</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so much things happen tis yr</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">at least fer mie` i learnt sumthin</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">gt 2 knw a bunch of frens whu truely motivate mie 2 study & nt 2 potent</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">thx alot guys` euu will alwaes b on moi mind aft we grad</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">all d fun`luffers`encouragement euu gave mie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">its be exactly 2yrs but d scar is still deeply plant in mie`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">will i ever get heal frm it?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">mayb wif d lurbe tat baobei is showering mie bahx</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">mani of euu sae i changes alot tis yr</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">no matter is luks`characters or attitude</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">mayb i agree 2 it </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sumhw i jux kip feeling im nt a gud bud at all</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">euu guys r alwaes here fer mie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but when euu nid sum1` euu alwaes dun contact mie </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">thkin tat euu will affect moi studies</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i dun care at all lohz` i can manage moi skool & frens well</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">pls` its a brand new yr </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i reali hope tat if euu guys in hlp or in trouble pls inform mie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">brand new yr = brand new start </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">2 all of moi frens whu gt hurt or hab ani failure in 2005</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hope euu will get over it & hab a brand new start` move on</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">its hard but i truely dun wish 2 see d hurt in ur eyes</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i lurbe all of euu`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">moi family`baobei`cousins`frens`buds</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">euu r 1 & onli 1</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">will neber b replaced`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">luking forward a brand new yr`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffff99;">#1</span> 24th march - 2nd anniversary </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffff99;">#2</span> april - graduation</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffff99;">#3</span> 14th july - baobei's 21st bdae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffff99;">#4</span> 25th nov - moi 21st bdae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">`still gt alot of occasion but juz cant thk of ani nw..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">ps - dun ask mie hw im goin 2 celebrate 2nite cuz baobei is wrking` as fer mie?! i dunno whu i wil mit up in d end cuz hab nt make up moi mind but as fer nw?! i wil b goin 2 moi grandma hse mit up wif moi cousin 2 go fer a swim tgt & fer d nite ltr den decide bahx...im jux lazi </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113599899827054533?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1135838482179323802005-12-29T14:24:00.000+08:002005-12-29T17:06:35.816+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">tired`<br />woke up at 12+pm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">went 2 amk central fer lunch wif sista & daddy</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">recap fer d past few daes</span><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">24.12.2005</span></div><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">2nd xmas eve tgt<br />spend it wif baobei in our lazi wae<br />went 2 his fren's baby son 1st b'dae celebration<br /><br /></span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">25.12.2005</span></div><span style="color:#cccccc;">baobei gt 2 wrk<br />he's on 25hrs shift<br />slack at hm<br />trying 2 do a lil of moi flash<br />but ended wif nth`haaas<br /><br /><br /></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">26.12.2005</span></div><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">waited fer baobei 2 end his shift<br />he slp fer a while b4 goin out<br />was supposed 2 watch king kong tgt<br />but ended up hab sakae wif alex &amp; kaleen<br />shopped ard aft tat`hab ben & jerry fer desert<br />i find tat everytime i wan 2 watch king kong i alwaes ended up at sakae`hees<br /><br /></span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">27.12.2005</span></div><span style="color:#cccccc;">baobei wrking nite shift<br />so he acc mie 2 swim b4 mie goin 2 skol<br />thou he din knw 2 swim but it was reali swt of him 2 go wif mie juz sitting ther fer a few hrs waiting fer mie<br />hab lunch tgt &amp; shop ard<br />juz as baobei go hm while i juz gt up d bus 2 go skol<br />meimei cor` sayin tat hall was nt open & we cant do filming<br />so no choice..arghh<br />met up wif them at jurong east<br />went dwn 2 bugis met up wif melisa<br />all of us shop tgt bought a pair of pants<br />den went 2 sheng shiong 2 get our bbq stuffs </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">went 2 meimei hse 2 put d stuffs</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">den melisa &amp; mie went hm 2 get our stuffs<br />went bk 2 meimei's hse 2 sty over`hees<br />chat till ard 2+am - we were hungry<br />went 2 mustafa tgt<br />gt alot of rubbish<br />went bk 2 her hse 2 crap & munch on d foods<br />had fun<br /><br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">28.12.2005</span></div><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">fell aslp ard 6+am<br />woke up at 9+am<br />gt rdy wif d bbq stuffs<br />waited fer baobei 2 end shift go hm change den cum over 2 fetch us<br />went 2 ecp<br />baobei &amp; mie gt dwn at ecp's mac 2 mit joyce & kelvin<br />while meimei &amp; melisa proceed 2 car prk E 2 mit up wif jeff,serene & sharon<br />cycled 2 car prk E 2 find them<br />gt dwn d sea &amp; played<br />went 2 enjoyed ourslf at d water sports ther<br />spend d whole dae crapping<br />hab bbq &amp; played sparkles b4 goin hm<br />hab sun burn` arghh<br />pain!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113583848217932380?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1135261487478756892005-12-22T22:15:00.000+08:002005-12-22T22:24:47.493+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc66;">slept fer onli 1 hr last nite`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">struggled 2 wake up</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">jin hai came over 2 fetch mie in a cab</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">went over 2 fetch meimei aft tt den proceed 2 skol</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">was freaking tired </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">did moi best 2 sty awake 2 complete our filming</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">at least im hapi wif moi performance 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">ordered mac fer lunch`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">it was god damn long lohz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">almost die of hunger</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">oh my! </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">i cant believe i reali did moi part as a camera woman</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">when im nt gud at camera..haas</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">luckily things turn out fine</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">so proud of myslf`hee</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">gonna slp soon </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">cant stand it animore</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">collaspe ani moment</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">hmmm..baobei wil b wrking alot of nite shift &amp; 25hrs shift fer tis wk.. shall b spending moi week mugging into moi projects..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113526148747875689?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1135181232068822872005-12-21T23:59:00.000+08:002005-12-22T00:07:12.110+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">met up wif jin hai fer lunch outside skol</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">start our recording ard 1pm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">ended at 6+pm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">onli took 2 scene but we're tired out</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">luckily hab jin hai b camera man wif mie 2dae`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">he did all d carry of stuffs to find d angle </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i was reali nt feeling well but manage 2 act as if im fine</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cuz all i was hopin fer was tat every1 will b coperative </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but i dun thk so at all</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">din wan 2 shw moi temper`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">enduring wif moi headache & d coldness of d rm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">met up wif baobei at amk aft tt</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">gt his present fer wrk[fer exchange purpose]</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">gt d present fer his fren baby boi 1st bdae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">reach hm ard 9+pm</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">gonna slp soon</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tml gonna b a long dae too</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">meeting fer av production at 9am</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">gonna wake up at 6+am</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">no choice</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">arghh`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113518123206882287?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1135130199448175982005-12-21T09:53:00.000+08:002005-12-21T09:56:39.466+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">tired & sick`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">goin fer av recording ltr</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">no choice</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im d camera woman</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hope everithin goes smoothly</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">moi head is spinning lyk a top</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">oh my!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113513019944817598?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1134983623577965362005-12-19T17:05:00.000+08:002005-12-19T17:13:43.590+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">bored`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">tired`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">sick`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">argh!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mental block`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">cant thk abt moi project</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">lost in wat im doin!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">deadline is nearer each single dae</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">wat m i suppose 2 do?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">HELP MIE`!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113498362357796536?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1134882964148811682005-12-18T13:12:00.000+08:002005-12-18T13:16:04.213+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">sumtimes i reali lose d trust in euu`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">dun blame mie!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">was betrayed once</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">euu been startin 2 b so secretive</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">if euu feel tis d wae euu wan things 2 b </span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">den fine i shall learn 2 adapt it</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">but dun blame mie fer being cold nxt time</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i wun bother 2 ask/sae anithin</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">mayb euu will juz b treated dead in moi heart!</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">giving up on euu`</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113488296414881168?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1134319168243628872005-12-11T23:58:00.000+08:002005-12-12T00:39:28.256+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">whee..met up wif sweety 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">finalli aft 4mths since we last met</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">agreed 2 go shopping</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">yet our shopping spree turn into a chatting spree</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hahaaa`</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">we juz gt so much 2 update each other</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">tat we din bother abt entering d shops</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">juz walk ard`aimlessly</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">miz her so much</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm..promise 2 mit up real soon again</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hopefully it wil reali b soon</span><br /><br /><br /> <span style="color:#3333ff;">mie & wen</span><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4207/541/1600/mie%20&amp;%20wen.0.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4207/541/200/mie%20%26%20wen.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113431916824362887?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1134267174101917322005-12-11T10:01:00.000+08:002005-12-11T10:12:54.143+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">clearing out sum of d old stuffs</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">flip thru d fotos </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">den i came 2 realise sumthin</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">we hab all grw up </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">all those whu r stil in contact wif mie </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">r those mostly ppl wld condemn</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">cuz they're simply those "BTC"</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but if euu knw them beta </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">euu wil learn tat they're usually d most caring kind</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">they will always b thr whenever i nid them</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">nt forgetting moi gurls whu wil always listening 2 moi chants</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">pulling mie out of 1 aft another failures in life</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">memories flashed bk 2 those daes </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">when swt words were frm ur heart</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hw we 1st met</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">hw we spend time tgt & hw hard i fought fer moi results in o lvl</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but its oso d results tat cuz us 2 part</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">d hurt i hab in mie fer d past 2yrs</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">mani of euu tot i hab alr recovered</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">yes i hab an loving & swt baobei</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but d scars euu left in mie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">can neber b heal</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">euu left mie juz when i needed sum1 most</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but yet euu despised mie juz lyk ani other</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">if i can turn bk time</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i wil stil chose ITE over POLY</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">wats so great abt POLY?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">its juz ani other skol</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">mayb i shld thx euu </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">fer leaving mie</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">if nt i wil nt hab tat </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">chance 2 mit baobei</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">so mani of moi frens went 2 poly oso</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but end up? </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">gave up half way </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">WHY?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">cuz they chose d course they din lyk fer d sake of studying poly</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but at least i chose a course tat i lyk </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">nw i wil b continuing moi studies in poly aft moi ite</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">wat they end up wif? </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">an O lvl cert</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">but mie?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">an higher nitec cert & diploma cert</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">it doesnt matter hw fast euu climb up d ladder </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">bt is wil euu reach d top in d end</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113426717410191732?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1133936754507365882005-12-07T14:19:00.000+08:002005-12-07T14:25:54.530+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">woke up at 11.56am</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">damn freaking tired`</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">no skool 2dae</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but oso cant relax//</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">gonna thk abt moi storyboard[mda]</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">mind blank - arghh</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">deadlines & more deadlines</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nth more running in mind</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">gonna finish up moi stuffs </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i dun hab time fer weekend animore</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">baobei will b on 25shift wrk on sun to mon's morning</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">shall b meeting moi sweety on sat/sun</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so long neber mit up alr..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">we been bz wif our stuffs</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113393675450736588?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1133846018422247432005-12-06T13:10:00.000+08:002005-12-06T13:13:38.436+08:00freaking tired`<br />deadlines & more deadlines!<br />arghhhh!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113384601842224743?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1133628111878092362005-12-04T00:26:00.000+08:002005-12-04T00:41:51.896+08:00met up wif ah ger 2dae cuz ah kor neglect her fer d weekend..hahaa..aniwae went 2 airport 2 hab marrybrown den went over 2 d viewing hall fer a while<br />aft tat went dwn 2 suntec mall 2 shop ard & bump into moi sec skool classmates whu r wrkin thr den chat ard wif them,2 moi surprise thou they scored beta den mie in o lvl but they r gav up in poly half way..they end up wrkin full-time as sales associates..<br />mayb it doesnt matter hw well u score in everithn but is whether if euu can endure thru d whole process..<br />aniwae ah ger almost lost her new hp 2dae on cab lucky she notice it fast &amp; call her hp..den d driver was kind &amp; honest enuff 2 drive bk juz 2 return her d hp..if nt she will reali cry her heart out..<br />im god damn tired..shall blog again..nitez<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113362811187809236?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1132992068715690382005-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:002005-11-26T16:20:44.493+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">hHaApPyY</span> <span style="color:#ccffff;">BbIiRrTtHhDdAaYy</span> <span style="color:#33ccff;">tO</span> <span style="color:#33ffff;">miEe</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">1 more min b4 moi bdae end </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">hab an unforgettable bdae </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">startin frm 2dae moi age wil hab a </span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>BIG 2</strong> </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">no longer a </span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>TEEN </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">time reali flies </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">im alr 20 </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">its another stage in life<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">been 2 yrs since i truely enjoyed & luff so much on moi bdae le..thx 2 all moi darlings &amp; "sisters" fer celebrating it wif mie..i truely enjoyed myslf alot 2dae..thou baobei onli join us aft his wrk but i reali appreciate his effort in luking & buyin moi present cuz it cant b ani sweeter..thou euu din buy mie everythin on moi shoppin list[lyk euu planned] but im alr beri contented le..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">i simply lurve moi bdae cuz i hab euu guys wif miee,din do much juz went 2 kbox &amp; hab dinner at suntec den went 2 find a plc 2 cut d cake but at least i hab euu guys company & it cant make moi dae ani beta alr..love euu darlings,"sisters" &amp; baobei 2 lil bits & pieces..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">i noe every1 of euu wan mie 2 4get abt d past &amp; move on wif moi life & ah pek wan mie 2 follow moi heart..i will cuz i knw i hab all moi frens wif mie when i nid them &amp; supportin miee thru =)<br /> </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">birthdae gurls - carol[25th nov] & serene[27th nov]</div><div align="center"><a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0574.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0574.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div align="center">our present <a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0576.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0576.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><p align="center">grp foto<a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0587.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0587.jpg" border="0" /></a> </p><p align="center">darlings<br /></p><a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0555.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0555.jpg" border="0" /><p align="center"></a>baobei & miee<a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0590.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0590.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />bdae kiss<a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0592.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0592.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />darlings & "sisters"<a href="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0561.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a290/attitude_baby85/CopyofPICT0561.jpg" border="0" /></a> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113299206871569038?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1132636680138955632005-11-22T13:15:00.000+08:002005-11-22T13:18:00.150+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">2nd dae of skool<br />im all stress up`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">damn it!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">time so messy</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">grping so complicated</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">4get abt it lahz!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">feeling so shitty &amp; sucky</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">arghhhhh//</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113263668013895563?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1132574963145946122005-11-21T19:57:00.000+08:002005-11-21T20:09:23.166+08:00damn it`<br />shitty mie<br />gone wif moi watch & mickey bag<br />feel so sucky &amp; shitty<br />arghhhh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113257496314594612?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1132537181407373062005-11-21T09:32:00.000+08:002005-11-21T09:39:41.420+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">skool reopen liaoz</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wasnt late 2dae..yesh!</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hab chicken chop & coke fer breakfast</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">ohh...realli nid 2 save lots of $$ in order 2 get d stuffs i wan frm moi shoppin list....</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">amanda, since euu sae wat i wan in moi shoppin list is oso wat euu wan den we share lahz..hahaaa</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">whu ask euu tempt mie de..shitty euu</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">shall update again soon</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">lesson start alr..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113253718140737306?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1132459587832510232005-11-20T12:01:00.000+08:002005-11-20T12:24:34.223+08:00tml skool reopen alr..miz d canteen & coffee shop food..aniwae tml 1st lesson is conduct by moi 'daddy' so cant be late or potent if nt confirm wil cor moi mummy de..haiz..can start 2 crap wif moi halaa kakhis..lalalaaa//<br /><br />went out wif moi cousin amanda & baobei,went 2 collect amanda &amp; moi specs [same designed but diff color] den went 2 shop ard at bugis & northpoint..shitty her lohx..make mi gt so mani stuffs tat i wan 2 buy..shall b saving moi $$ nw..hahaa..<br /><br />in another 5 days wil b moi bdae le..but disapointed tat once again i wil b spending it wif moi frens yet nt euu.. dun bother 2 explain or sae anithin cuz mayb im numbed & used to it le..its nt d 1st time or shld i sae since we knw each other euu neber celebrate moi bdae wif mie b4..den 4get it k?! since i wun b spendin it wif euu den euu hab no rights 2 stp mie frm goin aniwhr wif moi frens..mayb they cherish mie more den euu do?! i dunno &amp; i dun wish 2 knw.. i told euu b4 if d same thing happen again den i wil simply jux hack care alr..im jux a simple ger wishin fer a lovely partner bt nw im no longer sure..<br /><br />so wat tat moi frens r uneducated & wrk as runner or anithin but at least they cherish everythin they hab &amp; all their frens..i knw them longer den i knw euu & i simply lurve them 2 lil bits &amp; pieces cuz i knw they wil alwaes b thr when i nid them but as fer euu?! i dun even knw if i can find euu at all..i reali numbed..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113245958783251023?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1131422026629674312005-11-08T11:31:00.000+08:002005-11-08T11:53:46.643+08:00freaking tired` im forever tired<br />woke up by moi cousin sms tis mornin..actualli din wan 2 leave moi cosy nest de but juz cant fall bk 2 slp..so climb out of bed,washed up den pop infront of moi comp le..lil baobei is slpin his way thru while im online chattin wif ah pek & lookin out fer jobs..<br /><br />mit up wif moi frens yest 2 collect moi ipod nano & had sushi tgt..den shopped ard aft our hearty meal b4 home sweet home..actualli wanted 2 go mango 2 buy things de but halfway saw tis blouse which i lyk den end up buying it so neber go mango..nxt time bahz..baobei din reali lyk d blouse i gt yest cuz of d back of d blouse..but cuz i lyk it so he also no choice but 2 gv in 2 miee..who ask him dote on miee...heee<br /><br />im broke.!!! i wan 2 luk fer a new job..!!! haben quit frm moi present job aniwae but juz nt wrkin nw.. i wan 2 shop.!!! waittin fer moi cousin..agree 2 shop tgt...<br /><br />shall b slackin thru d dae at hm 2dae cuz dun feel lyk goin out aniwae oso lazi..heee..no1 wil b hm till 6+pm when baobei end wrk..aniwae thkin whether shld i cook dinner or shld i juz ask baobei 2 pack bk while on his way hm?! ltr den see hw bahz..<br /><br />update until here bahz..wan 2 go charge moi ipod nano den plc songs & fotos...heee...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113142202662967431?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1131160769580565102005-11-05T11:08:00.000+08:002005-11-05T11:32:10.860+08:00haben blogged fer a beri long time alr..jux doesnt seem 2 hab d mood 2 blog abt anithin at all..so sorrie..okie im back here once again cuz many of euu been asking miee 2 update moii bloggy...<br /><br />been slacking moii way thru tis few weeks..quitting moii present job & luking fer a new job..new job`new prospects`new environment &amp; ppl 2 wrk wif...everythin gt 2 start all over again knwing d ppl`environment & job scope..mayb wrking at moii present wrk plc is no longer d same animore cuz Johnny been promoted 2 outlet manager &amp; no longer cum dwn 2 d shop as much,ah wee[d young baker] alr quit his job,d present store manager is jux nt our cup of tea & nw hab 2 wear cap &amp; apron..dun hab so much freedom lyk d past<br /><br />shld i continue studying or shld i jux concentrate on wrkin? or shld i jux remain things as it is[study & wrk]?<br /><br />sorrie fer tis short entry onlii cuz i realii dunno wat 2 blog<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-113116076958056510?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1127352952287907552005-09-22T09:26:00.000+08:002005-09-22T09:35:52.296+08:00turnin pointt`<br />i dunno if i can go thru itt<br />but i promised euu tat i wil hang on wif it as long as i can<br />cuz i knw euu will b ther fer miee so r sum of euu guys out ther<br />thx fer everithn<br /><br />i knw it wil b a big turnin pointt in moii life`<br />i knw im gonna rem it thru moii entire life<br /><br />spent d whole of yest isolating myslf thinkin abt everithn<br />i knw i cant turn back time<br />i knw i make a mistake<br />so here i am facing it` its nth great but it takes alot of courage<br />i knw i can do itt cuz i hab euu<br />i will try moii beri best nt to gif upp`<br /><br />sorrie 2 those whuu tried contactin miee yest but din get moii reponse`<br />im finee`realii<br />no worries<br />i will learn to b strong`<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112735295228790755?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126884731846192602005-09-16T23:23:00.000+08:002005-09-16T23:32:11.853+08:00broke dwn in skool 2dae`<br />poured out everithin in moii heart<br />realii appreciate meimei & jeff to listen to all moii crapps<br />mayb i realii needed tat cuz i felt beta aft tat<br /><br />did nth much 2dae<br />as usual mit up wif ah pek fer breakfast den went to skol to luk fer d others<br />den rot in skol wif meimei & jeff while ah pek go fer his bike thingy<br />fell aslp while lying dwn waitin fer meimei to set up d show<br /><br />aft skool mit upp wif baobei fer dinner b4 goin hm<br />went hm hab our baths den slack by playin scrabble<br />den weiqiang cor so here we are<br />at d lan shop again`<br /><br />aniwae most prob meeting moii cousin[terrence] tml cuz he sae wan mit miee<br />dunno wat we will b doin cuz nth much to do oso..<br />so sianz..<br /><br />p/s: hope aft moii lil break dwn 2dae things will change fer d beta & a turning pt in moii life bahz..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112688473184619260?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126842780816452922005-09-16T11:42:00.000+08:002005-09-16T11:53:00.823+08:00a simple msg wif 3 simple words`<br />i miz euu<br /><br />wat does it supposed to mean?<br />wat am i supposed to think?<br />i dun wish to think abt it<br />moii mind is block or isit i dun wish to think?<br /><br />i knw euu saw miee & knw tat i pretend to walk away<br />den whyy dun leave it the wayy things are now?<br />its been so long &amp; we are doin fine<br />i dun wish anithin to break the special bond between us<br />im troubled enuff so plz dun let miee feel more stress<br /><br />smiling does nt mean tat im fine but at least it wun let miee think so much<br /><br />i cherish euu no matter wat<br />euu will always hold tat special plc in moii heart<br />so whyy nt juz continue to remain as buds?<br /><br />hope euu will think abt it<br />contact miee<br />dun avoid us<br />we miz euu too<br />fer miee,euu will always b sum1 i turn to whenever i nid a shoulder to cry on<br />knwing euu will always b ther<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112684278081645292?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126767371852331432005-09-15T14:27:00.000+08:002005-09-15T14:56:11.860+08:00confused`<br /><br />please tell miee<br /><br />izxit true/izxit we think too much?<br /><br />i dunno` - lost<br /><br />show miee the wayy thru<br /><br />i nidd directions now<br /><br />can't seem to concentrate on moii CCM todae`din study muchh<br /><br />everithn seems to change`feel so different<br /><br />whatt shld i do?!<br /><br />i feel lyk askin but was discouraged & i dun habb the courage<br /><br />shld i juz leave things as it is?! pretend i knw nth?!<br /><br />can i realii do it? i dunn think so...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112676737185233143?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126666916051935712005-09-14T10:37:00.000+08:002005-09-14T11:01:56.060+08:00<div align="left">i'm falling sick..dunn ask miee whyy cuz i reali dunno/mayb i juz dunn wish to knw abt anithin?! went to wrk aft skool yest,wrk was fine but i'm juz so tired..aniwae goin to wrk aft moii IAP ltr..2dae & tml will b wrking wif d 'eye power' TSM,ah chan &amp; ya jun cuz johnny[OM] will b at other outlets while ah wee will b wrkin mornin shift..sianz...no1 to pei miee crapp</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">seriously i lyk moii new bloggy skin cuz it's so colourless`juz lyk moii world onli filled wif black & white...</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">i'm so boredd.!!! in the room myslf now cuz ah pek still on his wayy to skool den now online bloggin & chatting wif meimei lohz...so hungry now but muz wait ferr ah pek to go lunch..think i will b goin back to moii CCM books bahz..gt to study hard cuz so last min den i onlii left wif 5 weeks..die die oso muz try moii beri best//</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">yest ask baobei dun nidd to go fetch miee frm wrk cuz he beri tired oso,so went hm alonee aft wrk den saw sum1 at d bus stopp but i juz pretend i din see him..sit on bus listening to music den memories of d pastt juz kip flashes back into moii mind till i dunn even knw wat's i'm thinking abt..mayb i reali numbb to everithin liaoz or i juz din wan to rem anithin at all?! </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">soon baobei & miee will b tgt ferr 1year 6mths liaoz..will we stil go on?! or will we end up juz lyk ani others?! does relation reali will turn bland?! if its true den leave miee nw cuz it wil hurt miee lesser..r we still truely in lurve?! or r we juz too use to each other's acc?! arghh..!!! i hate to thk of all tis cuz it make miee feel so miserable but i juz cant hlp myslf.!!! </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112666691605193571?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126600973032800192005-09-13T16:35:00.000+08:002005-09-13T16:42:53.033+08:00changed moii bloggy skin cuz meimei & ah pek sae tat tis bloggy skin suitt miee beta<br />aniwae moii old bloggy skin beri long liaoz le...<br /><br />tired`<br />dunn ask miee whyy cuz i also dunno<br />goin 2 wrk ltr cuz miee wrking frm 2dae till thurs<br />nid 2 wrk harder cuz im broke<br /><br />dunno wat's running thru moii mind<br />im juz numb<br />arghhh.!!! hate tis kind of feelings<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112660097303280019?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126514442662151412005-09-12T16:37:00.000+08:002005-09-12T16:40:42.670+08:00<span style="color:#3333ff;">tired`</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">feel so weak`restless`tired all of the sudden</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">think i'm falling sick </span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">moii body is giving way alr</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">how much more can i endure on?</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">im nt sure of it too but i will hang on as long as i can</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">wrking frm tml to thurs tis wk` - hopefully moii body won't disapoint miee</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112651444266215141?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126497204990063442005-09-12T11:48:00.000+08:002005-09-12T13:25:37.606+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc00;">i dropped it` - lostt forever!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i dunn believe it</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i lost moii fav lil 'chao ta' bread man keychain</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">arghhhh!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i dunno wher i dropped it but i'm sure it was stil on moii bag when i took the bus</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">now it's gonee forever...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-=sobz sobz=-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112649720499006344?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126451215379594482005-09-11T22:33:00.000+08:002005-09-11T23:06:55.393+08:00<div align="right"><span style="color:#ff0000;">09.09.2005[fridae]</span></div><span style="color:#ffff33;">did nth much fer d dae,as usual slack ard</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">hlp ah pek 2 create a blog den do d blog skin fer him while he's snoring his way thru lohz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">den met up wif meimei aft skol 2 hab dinner & did a lil crappin b4 goin hm</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="color:#ff0000;">10.09.2005[saturdae]</span></div><span style="color:#ffff66;">woke up ard 11am 2 prepare 2 go out cuz baobei & i goin 2 d zoo</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">reach ther ard 2+pm den bought d tix fer bth d zoo &amp; nite safari de</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">d moment we step foot into d zoo it started 2 rain but luckily fer us it was onli drizzling & we hab umbrella...heee</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">aniwae d rain stop shortly aft...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">hab fun ther &amp; saw mani new borns animals thr..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">went 2 cck fer dinner aft tat & went 2 visit moi cousin at yew tee b4 goin hm</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="color:#ff0000;">11.09.2005[sundae]</span></div><span style="color:#ffff33;">slack at hm till 5.30pm den go out cuz we goin 2 nite safari</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">den hab dinner b4 we go</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">but din manage 2 take ani fotos cuz no flash allowed</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">now at lan shop wif baobei & weiqiang cuz they wan 2 play lan games while i using internet lohz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">aniwae i muz sae i enjoyed moii weekend alot as it brought back memories of our 1st date[zoo triipp] & 2nd date[nite safari triipp]..all those sweet moments flashing back as we passed our weekends at tis 2 plcs... time realli flies so fast we're alr tgt fer almost 1.5yr liaoz &amp; i see hw he change frm an ah beng into a guy of moi lifee...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hope everythin wil juz stay & continue d way it is </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112645121537959448?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126238560263942422005-09-09T11:28:00.000+08:002005-09-09T12:40:38.293+08:00<span style="color:#ffffcc;">life isn't smOoth sailing` - sumthinn i learnn thru moii 20yrs of lifee</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hurted`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">setbacks`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">retained`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">lostt`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">at times i realli felt lyk giving up & letting go </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"><strong>i'm losing moii gripp</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">see mi as a gurl whuu hab no worries?! </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">always see d smiley`crazy`luffin &amp; fun-loving miee?!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"><strong>i hab learned to grow strong wiff it`</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">so muchh running thruu moii mindd everidaE</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">but hOw manii of euu knw?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">happy or sad </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">lifee still hab to goes onn</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"><strong>den whyy ntt lead itt happyy?!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i goess into depressionns too</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">onlii a few of euu knw</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">whuu can see thruu?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">whuu knw watt i'm facin nw//</span><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">happyy a nott` a choicee euu cann choose</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">no onee can force euu</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112623856026394242?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126160139556324202005-09-08T13:55:00.000+08:002005-09-08T14:15:39.580+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">went ferr our buffett triipp yesterdae aft moii IAP`</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">cuz meimei kip sayin she wan 2 eat d chix rice frm d buffett at suntec</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">so meimei,jeff,serene,miee & baobei went to eat lohz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">actualli is say 2dae go eat de cuz jin hai &amp; randolph oso wan 2 eat but last min jeff & serene gt their church thingy so we went yesterdae lohz</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">aniwae nvm lahz..we still gt plenty of chances 2 go tgt nxt time...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">hmmm..went fer d social thingy juz nw...totali so stress having our meal therr so cum back liaoz stil mit jin hai they all ferr lunch...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">we're juz nt cut out ferr fine dinning cuz to us eatin a meal of fine dinning is soooo tirring...haaa</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">we more suitable ferr kopitiam dinning...heee</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">so bored nw..juz finish lunch den now?! munching moii sunflower seeds-those colorfull choc kind</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">goin ferr wrk aft moii IAP cuz yest neber go wrk...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">tis mth muz wrk harder if ntt no muchh payy againn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">nth muchh to update</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">shall stp heree</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112616013955632420?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1126076063454991402005-09-07T13:56:00.000+08:002005-09-07T14:54:23.463+08:00<span style="color:#3333ff;">leave mi aloneE`</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">stay Out oF mOi liFeE</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">cuz</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">i bitee`</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">fineE` </span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">i'm loOst</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">i dunNoo watts on mOii miinD</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">shOw mi tHeE diReCtiOnn plleassEe</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">siince euu hab left moii lifeE dEn leavE mi alOnee fOreveRr`</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">whenn i sayy foReverR den i meann etermityy</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">nOtt tat i'm cruell but u'ree tHeE whuu gave upp 1st</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">juz hab lunnch wiff frensS`</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">im super full </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">mi & jin hai stil gt plentyy off supplyy off tibiits..heee</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">bthh of uss likee maama shoOpp</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">eattin`slaackin`crrappin - iss watt weE dO everidaE</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">tiSs moii lifeE fer moii IAP</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tHeyy liight upp moii IAP lifee</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">jin hai</span> - <span style="color:#cc33cc;">moii makaan`crappin`sllackin kakHisS [mon - fri (9am-5pm) onlii gott himm acc miee]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">mei mei</span> - <span style="color:#993399;">moii mSnn halaa`makaan kakHiSs</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">jeff</span> - <span style="color:#993399;">moii makaan kakHiSs</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">brandon</span> - <span style="color:#993399;">moii makaan kakHiSs</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">alan</span> - <span style="color:#993399;">moii new kakhiSs [ newlyy IAP kakHiSs]</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">planning fer allot of thiingss</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-wherr to go fer holidaEe wiff baObEi</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-whEnn ouRr nextt buffEtt oOuttiNg</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-tHeE triipp to zOo</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-thEe challEt</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112607606345499140?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1125892516017958432005-09-05T11:11:00.000+08:002005-09-05T11:55:16.026+08:00<span style="color:#ffcccc;">if onli we culd turn back time` - we bth agreed</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">bt its imposible & will things change fer d beta?!` - bth unsured</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i wish tat we culd turn back time & heal those wounds too but i dun thk anithin wil change either.! </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">if i culd turn back time`</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i wuld choose 2 study harder but i wil stil choose ite over poly..cuz studyin in ite let mi realise d cruel reality & ugly side of ppl.!!! mayb i used 2 regret choosing ite instd of goin poly cuz it made mi lost sum frens &amp; loved one but nw thkin back i do get 2 noe sum great frens too..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#6666cc;">frenship shld nt b measured using education.!!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">every1 hab d rite 2 depise dem but definitely nt us.!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ask urslf who hab been encouragin u 2 study hard?! hab dey eva ask us 2 do anithin bad?! who support & stand by u when u needed sum1 ther?! who shared ur sorrows`happiness &amp; let u vent anger at dem when u feeling dwn?! </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but ask urslf wat u gav dem back in return?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">who r u 2 luk dwn on dem?! so wat if u're in jc nw goin 2 uni?! big shot?! who r u 2 depise dem & hurt dem lyk tat?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">im truely disappointed in u.!!!</span></strong> </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">u're d 1 who chose 2 walk out on us den dun expect us 2 ask u stay.!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">those hurtful words kip ringing in moi mind cuz i stil cant believe those words came out frm ur mouth</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it juz went rite thru their hearts` - leaving a foreva scar tat wil neber heal.!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">so wat if u hab beta education yet w/o frens?! u wil too b lonely.!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">one is nt afraid of walkin d wrong way but he/she wil hab 2 find their way out b4 its too late..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">im lost too` - i nid directions</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">i cant figure out wat make u hurt dem in such cruel way</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">wat wrong did every1 did wrong?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">isit u or isit us?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">did u changed so much tat we no longer noe u?! or isit we changed too much?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">u seem so near yet so far frm us - lyk a total stranger tat we no longer understand..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">all i can say is tat u're such a disapointment</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112589251601795843?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1125384066092541002005-08-30T14:20:00.000+08:002005-08-30T14:41:07.246+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">im freaking bored`</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">its so hard 2 hold on wif shattered dreams hoping fer miracles but yet here m i trying 2 b smart waitin fer tat imposible thn 2 happen</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">tell mi tat im toopid`tell mi 2 give up</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">dun give mi a lil hope yet knowin tat its a false hope</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">wat shld i do?! will u support mi thru till d end?!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">m i truely happi or m i juz tryin 2 b strong?!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">wat m i thkin?! - i dunno it myslf</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">lost`</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">will u giv mi a lil hint of d way out?!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">tell mi tat aft d wind & rain will follow by a brand new dae</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">hold mi tight</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;">tell mi everythin is over & fine!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112538406609254100?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1125300408641070982005-08-29T14:54:00.000+08:002005-08-29T15:26:48.660+08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">haben been updatin moi bloggy cuz <span style="color:#99ff99;">carol is a lazy ger`</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">did nth much fer d past wks except fer eating buffet wif moi frens[new eating khakis]..hab buffet frm sakae`marina south`suntec city</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">eating & sleepin is moi fav past time - life of a piggy <span style="color:#ffccff;">^( ^[o0]^ )^ oink.! oink.!</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">sista was hospitalised on sat nite but luckily fer her tat she is discharged 2dae le..ba0bei & i spent d whole dae at ttsh wif her yest cuz she's damn bored &amp; it's oso her 1st time stayin in hospital[ hopefully its oso d last time]..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">ba0bei 2dae oso on mc..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">he went 2 report sick at his camp tis morning cuz he wasnt feelin beri well last nite den his MO sae mayb he food poisoning..so nw he at his hse sleepin lohz cuz i doing IAP den nt at hm.. hope tat he wil recover by 2dae bahz..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">im so tired but actuali hor oso dunno y cuz i din do anithin much oso..tis mth pay confirm beri lil de cuz i onli wrk fer abt 5/6 daes onli..gettin more & more slack...lazy lazy mi..heeee =x</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">nwadaes oso din go aniwhr or watch much movies wif ba0bei cuz dunno whr 2 go oso..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="color:#ffff99;">muz start 2 sav $ liaoz cuz i wan 2 get ba0bei d puzzle we saw tat dae fer our 1.5yr anniversary.. he lyk tat puzzle alot but its 2000pieces..thk he wil finish it beri fast de bahz...</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112530040864107098?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1124343873491695092005-08-18T13:30:00.000+08:002005-08-18T13:44:33.496+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc66;">confused`lost`worry`happy</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">im so emotional tat i dun even noe hw im feeling at all..lazy 2 blog nwadays,started 2 write moi own diary again[dun ask mi why cuz i oso dunno]..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">IAP startin nxt wk le,so been rushin out all assisgnments & projects[everything muz b in by tis wk]..been real lazy nwadays lohz till i hab nt been wrking fer so long le,feel quite bad abt it but luckily fer mi tat i hab a understanding SM who din sack mi..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">tml goin k box wif meimei they all,been sumtime since i last went 2 sing..hope 2 hab fun tml bahz..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112434387349169509?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1123644620159494872005-08-10T11:12:00.000+08:002005-08-10T11:30:20.166+08:00<span style="color:#ffff33;">in skool having JSP lesson nw,thking abt our business plan but i seem so mind block till i gt no comments 2dae..thking abt many stuffs tis few daes but no conclusion at all..spent moi weekend & last few daes in simple manner cuz did nth much..m i getting more &amp; more emotional nwadaes?! i duno..im lost.!!! arghhh.!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">feeling so stressed out & tired but haiz..i duno lahz.. wat 2 do?!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112364462015949487?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1123141983188467342005-08-04T15:19:00.000+08:002005-08-04T15:53:03.193+08:00<span style="color:#99ff99;">slack in bed till 10am tis morning den wake up cuz was raining den super cooling lohz..left fer skool ard 11am den reach skool 2 luk fer mei mei & serene in d hall 2 hab lunch wif them..nw having cgdp lesson den aft moi class gt 2 go 2 wrk..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">yest aft class went 2 seoul garden @ taka wif mei mei & joyce den aft our dinner + lunch,we walk ard @ hereen cuz mei mei was luking fer present while waiting fer baobei 2 cum mit us...den aft tat we went dwn 2 PS cuz meeting serene &amp; jeff thr aft their bible study..shopped ard den went hm abt 9pm cuz every1 was tired & 2dae stil gt skool..was feeling so tired tat i juz went straight 2 bed aft bath..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nw doin logo wif macromedia freehand mx [ so sianz] cuz joyce nt feeling well den neber cum skool,serene in hall having national day concert rehearsal & mei mei sleeping in class cuz she last nite onli slept fer 2+hrs..as fer mi?! updating moi blog while also doing moi logo..tml aft skool oso duno wat i goin 2 do..go hm &amp; slack or go out?! eversince i move 2 amk,i seem 2 b lazy 2 go out le cuz i wil thk of d journey hm aft tat..haiz...stil nt quite use 2 moi new hse bahz..hopefully all d renovation will b done soon if nt everythin seems in a mess..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">shall update soon cuz nw goin bk 2 moi assisgment le..tml stil gt 3d max..arghhhh...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112314198318846734?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1123047789411752052005-08-03T13:37:00.000+08:002005-08-03T13:43:09.416+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">in skool nw,supposed 2 end lesson le but cuz gt make up lesson & gt sum farking idiotic ppl who dun even wan 2 info others abt it so nw in skool damn piss off.!!! #*$#@!! kiping info lyk tis can make them rich?! arghhhh.!!!!!! farkers.!!!!!!! selfish.!!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">went 2 wrk yest but nt reali in mood cuz moi leg was hurtin mi..juz crap a lil @ pass d time onli..moi leg is stil swollen but duno y oso..mayb tml or wat goin 2 see doc.! nt goin 2 wrk todae but tml goin..so sianz..haiz.. duno lahz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nw totali no mood le.!!!! arghhhhhhhhhh...!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112304778941175205?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122966741823740072005-08-02T15:06:00.000+08:002005-08-02T15:12:21.826+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">feeling so tired 2dae..din reali tok/crap much.. moi leg is hurting mi..izxit due 2 moi new shoes?! i duno..tml nt goin 2 wear tis pair of shoes den see hw lohz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">aniwae gt blame on sumthin which wasnt moi fault & im quite unhappi abt it..haiz.. dunno wat 2 do oso..mayb nt goin fer it le..im sorrie fer all d troubles caused.. but im informed last min too..nt tat i wan 2 but haiz..nvm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">goin 2 wrk ltr..im feeling so tired..but no choice..so long neber wrk le..still gt tons & tons of projects &amp; assisgnments waiting fer mi 2 complete..sianz.!!!! arghh..!!!! hate moi life.!!!!!!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112296674182374007?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122946582438088912005-08-02T09:09:00.000+08:002005-08-02T09:36:22.446+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">gud mornin! woke up @ 6am tis mornin 2 prepare fer skol & oso mit moi auntie @ amk cntrl statn 2 pass her sumthin..left moi hse wif baobei ard 7am,was feeling so tired but i stil caught sight of tat familiar bike @ d car prk..din sae anithin &amp; continued moi journey..nt far aft i parted wif baobei @ d overhead bridge,i heard sum1 calling mi..its him juz as i expected..im surprised 2 see u thr but sad 2 noe tat u're nt doing so well nwadaes..sorie tat i rejected ur ride juz nw cuz i meeting moi auntie & i oso dun hab moi helmet wif mi..relaxed &amp; dun thk so much..hopefully everythin will turn out fine fer u..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">kel's death anniversary is drawing near..r we meetin 2 go tgt lyk usual?! u guys decide den let mi noe lohz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">did nth much nwadaes,sundae slack @ hm den went 2 mit up wif ah ger fer ard 2hrs hab dinner den gt sum items frm ntuc b4 goin hm..den yest woke up ard 11am & acc moi mum 2 go market @ walked ard &amp; hab lunch b4 goin 2 skol..din attend lesson & spent moi time in d hall luking @ rehearsal fer d national dae &amp; went 2 bugis wif mei,joyce,serene & jeff..den went hm fer dinner cuz mum gt cook..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">getting more & more emotional mwadaes..been doing alot of thking but always end up wif more qns..so feeling beri confused.!!!arghhh.. was kana sum sort of 'scoldin' fer sumthin which i dun wish 2 happen or wat de..i was inform last min oso..im sorrie..but i juz feel tat its nt moi fault..i noe u're angry but reali nt moi fault lohz..!!!!!!! feeling so attitude 2dae &amp; making mi totali no mood..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">p/s:</span><span style="color:#ffff99;"> now den i realise how hard it's 2 hold on wif shattered dreamz &amp; false hopes..knowing tat things may nt turn out as u wish fer..wishing upon a star*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112294658243808891?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122733851156596472005-07-30T22:03:00.000+08:002005-07-30T22:30:51.163+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">woke up ard 10+am tis morning..aft a short while it started 2 rain heavily so decided 2 slack at hm a lil cuz mum sae she will b cooking lunch fer baobei & mi.[mov hse fer a wk le,finali ate hm cook food].baobei woke up ard 11+am den we hab lunch den i started 2 prepare 2 go out cuz we meetin weiqiang 2 go orchard..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">d purpose of goin out 2dae was 2 buy mi a pair of new shoes[d 1 i wearing nw totali worned out cuz 1 yr old liaoz] & sum things i wan 2 deco/get fer moi new room but end up went 2 orchard 2 eat den walk ard a lil den went 2 queensway le..saw tis pair of addidas shoes tat i lyk d moment i see it but onli 3 stores in d whole shopping centre gt & all d prices r d same but d onli prob is tat every store onli left wif tat 1 pair on display..so gt no choice lohz...went 2 luk fer d store which hab moi shoes' size &amp; check d condition of d shoes den bought it le..went 2 d nearby hawker centre fer dinner den walk over 2 ikea 2 shop ard but end up buying nth juz luk fer sumthings mum wanted 2 noe d pricing..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">planned 2 cum bk 2 amk 2 watch movie de but end up over at d lan shop nw cuz they wan 2 play games but aniway im fine wif it oso lohz..feeling tired & lazy oso..haben been wrking fer d whole wk &amp; moi new hse is nt totali rdy yet so its stil in a mess bahz..hab nt go out since i moved hse until 2dae but did nth much oso..onli gt moislf a pair of shoes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">they bth playing games nw while i using internet cuz i dun plan 2 apply fer internet so soon cuz hse stil nt rdy yet..sian lohz..but luckily fer mi cuz i brought moi old bed,small cabinet & comp table over so moi room is almost rdy but juz nid 2 unpacked d rest of moi stuffs onli..d sianz thn is tat i duno when those contractors will b at moi hse or cuming over den they can cum in &amp; out freely so no pirvacy lohz..hopefully everything can b done soon.. actuali i did nth much cuz baobei hlp moi parents wif all d stuffs & cleaning so i muz sae im luckily..heeee [ lyk he moving hse cuz door bell rings,he oso rush 2 ans.haaa]</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">baobei & i planned 2 slack at hm tml,cuming over 2 amk 2 rent sum vcds hm 2 watch..cuz we bth lazy 2 go out &amp; oso no whr 2 go lohz..sianz..okie lahz.. i gonna stp blogging le cuz duno wat 2 update oso..nitez..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#330099;">p/s: ah ger & wen, i miz u guys alot alot..so long neber mit of wif u gers liaoz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112273385115659647?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122534436208808582005-07-28T14:23:00.000+08:002005-07-28T15:07:16.220+08:00<span style="color:#ffff99;">hmmm..hab nt been working fer tis wk cuz tired den tell them i cant go..skool been stress den tml stil gt 2 do modelling fer moi 3d max..haiz..duno hw 2 survive sia... tis mth onli wrk fer abt 7 days onli den dun thk gt much $$ le lohz..die liaoz le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">new hse stil nt done yet & everydae stil hab ppl i duno walking in &amp; out of moi hse..dun even feel lyk staying at hm..bt nid 2 kip moi stuffs & pack moi rm while waitin fer them 2 settle moi rm so gt no choice lohz..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112253443620880858?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122348774813226502005-07-26T11:23:00.000+08:002005-07-26T11:32:54.820+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">u walked out of moi life few yrs bk wif juz a simple sorrie,leaving mi 2 heal by moi own..few yrs ltr nw wif juz a simple msg & tat simple sorrie,u're asking if u can enter moi life once again?! do u thk i wil b so 2pid 2 allow tis 2 happen?! mayb sorrie seem 2 mean so much 2 u but let mi tell u k?! sorrie doesnt mean anithin at all cuz it wil nt heal ani wounds lohz..i duno wat ans u expect frm mi but i definitely will nt giv u another chance 2 hurt mi d wae u did..allow mi 2 b d 1 saying sorrie tis time round k?! juz pretend nth ever happened &amp; mayb we stil can b frens..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u left mi in confused state d dae u chose 2 leave & yest when i received ur msg,once again im confused..nt cuz i duno 2 accept wat u sae or ask but is cuz im thking wat is on ur mind &amp; wat u taking love as..moi feelings hab long faded wif d days..its onli memories u left mi wif & its no longer as vivid as b4 le..moi heart is numb &amp; i went thru more dan i thk i shld..lessons given 2 mi by u guys b4 i found sum1 who mayb wil hurt mi 1 dae too but at least up till nw im stil sure tat he's d guy fer mi bahz... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">p/s: shall update abt moi new hse aft i settle dwn...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112234877481322650?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122091929143676882005-07-23T12:00:00.000+08:002005-07-23T12:12:09.156+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffff99;">juz woke up nt long ago but stil feeling so tired..no choice cuz stil gt quite sum things 2 pack..haiz..last nite came bk frm mum's stall stil packed till 3+am..aniwae onli packing those main stuffs tat im getting over 2 d new hse & as fer d rest im gonna wait till nxt week den slowly cum bk here 2 pack le..every1 is busi packing our own stuffs but whr's sista?! haiz..reali no comment on her le lohz[she stil hab nt start packing or even lay a finger on her stuffs]..luckily i stil gt baobei &amp; moi parents hlp..ltr moving moi bed & small cabinet out le..den lastly goin 2 kip moi comp..haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffff99;">moving hse tml..duno wat im feeling nw lohz..so confuse..shld b able 2 get use of d new environment soon bahz..din even see d new hse b4 but wat 2 do cuz so busi wif wrk & skool.. i noe sum of u thks tat i change alot tis sem but i reali hope 2 pass moi examz &amp; grad soon lohz..but im stil d playful & everythin 'on' de old carol okie?juz kinda of busi nwadaes..sorie..mum &amp; dad goin over 2 d new hse ltr..duno shld i follow or sty at hm 2 continue keeping moi stuffs?! woah..i duno lahz...aniwae gonna go kip moi stuffs le..tata</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112209192914367688?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1122018741319907802005-07-22T15:40:00.000+08:002005-07-22T15:52:21.326+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">din go 2 skool yest & 2dae..1stly mayb cuz im realli too tired &amp; lazy but partly oso cuz i nid 2 pack moi stuffs cuz moving hse on sundae le..everything oso so rush lohz..hab nt get ani proper rest ever since i came bk frm moi trip tat dae..go skool & wrking den busi packing moi stuffs..tml moi internet wil b terminate le den nw busi thking whether 2 sign up wif d maxonline or singnet boardband..haiz..moving hse can be so tiring &amp; troublesum..but no choice</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">d tot of moving away frm a familiar plc i live fer 20yrs 2 sumwhr new reali can freak mi out too,especially d tot of goin skool frm thr & returning hm frm wrk nxt time but wat 2 do?! sianz// bringing moi com table,bed &amp; d small cabinet over 2 d new rm..at 1st moi parents din wan 2 but i insist cuz i din see anithin tat i fancy yet den dun c d point of rushing into buying lohz..so juz move it over fer use 1st bahz..when i see sumthin i lyk den dun wan all tis lohz..it stil can b use wat..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">went 2 orchard wif meimei,serene & jeff aft skool tat dae..at 1st we were juz slacking in skool den decided 2 go town fer a walk but we end up eating our way thru..heee..spend most of our time thr munching on snacks den i went 2 mit up wif weiqiang &amp; baobei fer dinner[eat again]..OMG.!!! i reali can eat manz..d best part is we went 2 hab steamboat at golden mile thr..haaa..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">okie lahz..thk i cant blog animore cuz nid 2 continue 2 pack moi stuffs den aft that nid 2 go mum's stall 2 hlp her out le..shall update again in skool on mondae bahz cuz hm gt no internet..sob sob..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">p/s: shall miz all d coffee shops & hawker centers over here..especially those uncles &amp; aunties who watch mi grow up..tk cares</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112201874131990780?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1121756504744035312005-07-19T14:17:00.000+08:002005-07-19T15:03:50.530+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">im back frm moi trip..heee..having JSP lesson nw but change t'cher liaoz cuz tat 'birdie' gt transfer 2 HQ le..den everi tues class will b havin ah choy fer our t'cher & on wed class will b ah singh..okie shall update u guys abt moi trip[practically i spent most of moi time in genting slacking &amp; eating onli]</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#66ff99;">13.07.05[wed]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">left fer genting at abt 10.30pm..reach m'sia & started on d journey 2 genting ard 11.45pm..slept thru most of d journey as thr's nth much 2 do except watching 'initial d' as d driver played it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /></span><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#66ff99;">14.07.05[thurs]</span> - <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">HaPpY 20th BiRtHdAY tO BaObEi</span></span></span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">reach genting ard 5.30am but muz wait until 10am den can check in so gt no choice but 2 hab our breakfast 1st..had a big bowl of noodles fer breakfast but aft breakfast it was onli 6+am onli..so went 2 d lobby 2 slack since it was stil earli &amp; gt nth 2 do at all..slept at d lobby lyk nobody business till it was finalli our turn which was ard 10.15am..check in into level 16 rm 746 but b4 going 2 d rm 2 rest when 2 d cafe located at d lobby 2 pack sum rice fer lunch..settle dwn & hab lunch in d rm den took a nap till 4+pm den aft a quick bath,we went dwn 2 explore d area looking fer dinner 2 celebrate baobei's bdae..aft walking ard fer abt 1 hr we decided 2 settle dwn wif pizza hut..aft our dinner we went 2 stroll ard &amp; took sum fotos..wanted 2 head 2 starbucks fer sumthin light when we realised tat baobei hab lost his key 2 d rm..so gt no choice but 2 proceed 2 d lobby 2 inform d ppl thr..den gt an xtra key & went 2 starbucks fer sumthin b4 goin back 2 d rm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /></span><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#66ff99;">15.07.05[fri]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">woke up fer mac breakfast as we planned 2 walked dwn 2 d mushroom farm 2 take fotos &amp; stroll aft tat but end up we din go cuz we din noe d way thr den baobei saw d slope den he rdy fer fainting le..heee..so went 2 hab our lunch at kenny roger den shop ard d stores & decided 2 watch movie as it was damn cheap lohz..$12 fer 2 person wif a popcorn combo..so watch an chinese ghost story..but b4 watching movie baobei gt hungry again so we went 2 hab sum dim sum &amp; bak kut teh...den aft movie it was ard 6pm so went bk 2 d rm 2 slack awhile & cum dwn fer dinner at abt 8+pm..hab noodles &amp; went 2 coffee bean 2 drink & hab sum snacks..</span><br /></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#66ff99;">16.07.05[sat]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">wanted 2 go KL 2 shop but end up we din go cuz baobei &amp; i gt nth much 2 get frm thr too so we took d cable car dwn 2 center of d mountain den took d cable car back again..den hab an simple lunch b4 goin bk 2 d rm 2 get sumthing..wanted 2 watch movie[fantastic 4] but cldnt get d tix so no choice lohz...slack ard taking fotos & bought sum stuffs..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /></span><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#66ff99;">17.07.05[sun]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">went dwn 2 mushroom farm in cab aft breakfast..took alot of fotos thr den slowly stroll up d slope fer lunch..i muz sae d slope is reali damn steep lohz..reali can die lehz..den went 2 get our movie tix b4 goin 2 buy sum stuffs bk fer spore den bring bk 2 d room 1st..den came dwn fer dinner &amp; went fer our movie..went bk 2 d rm ard 11pm 2 packed our bags & getting rdy 2 cum bk le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /></span><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#66ff99;">18.07.05[mon]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">woke up earli fer breakfast &amp; did sum last min shopping b4 cuming bk 2 spore..slept & chatted thru d journey..reached spore ard 7pm den went hm 2 put dwn our stuffs &amp; rushed out 2 mit weiqiang fer dinner as he's back frm thailand fer a break..going bk 2 thailand next tues & will b another few mths b4 he finali ROD &amp; cum bk 2 spore</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">p/s: moving hse on 24.07.05[sun] - fast rite?! and d best part is tat i onli gt 2 noe abt it 2 days ago lohz...but no choice cuz moi parents sae no matter wat i nid 2 get moi stuffs pack & rdy 2 move hse on sun..sianz...wrking todae &amp; on thurs.. tml most prob meeting ah ger &amp; mayb baobei goin 2 mit weiqiang bahz... busy week fer mi again bahz...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112175650474403531?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1121231530839082822005-07-13T12:50:00.000+08:002005-07-13T13:12:10.856+08:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">11th july[mondae]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ccccff;">went 2 suntec wif d company of meimei 2 get baobei's present b4 goin 2 skool..bth of us was so lazy tat we took a cab 2 skool den end up reach skool super earli..still gt 1 hr den lesson start..heee..went 2 luk fer ms teh regradin moi 3 days leave & was grateful tat she juz accepted moi reason &amp; granted moi leave but d thing is tat cuz of sum 2pid ppl cuming 2 our skool den finalli aft 1 yr of "kim" hair in skool..im caught..actualli im reali unwilling 2 dye moi hair 2 a darker color but luk at d a/c tat ms teh juz granted moi leave & din wan 2 trouble her wif any trouble so aft skool meimei acc mi 2 bugis &amp; i bought a darker hair dye[frosted brown] but i thk dun work much on moi hair lohz..heee</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"> 12th july[tuesdae]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffccff;">mit meimei at d bus stp 2 go skool tgt at 8am,but she beri d cute..msg mi 5mins b4 i left moi hse asking if we taking bus or mrt den when i mit her at d bus stp she tell mi tat we taking cab cuz she mit jeff,serene & joyce 8am in skool..so reach skool onli 8.30am lohz &amp; onli jeff was thr..every1 was late cuz of moi 2pid mouth..haaahaaa..when we were on cab meimei kip saying tat d weather was gud den i juz sae who noe ltr will rain heavily & den aft 2mins it reali started 2 rain &amp; it did rain d whole dae..blehz =X</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffccff;">serene,meimei,joyce & mi din go fer JSP &amp; JCU lesson 2dae..slack in d hall frm 2pm till 6+pm 2 do d deco fer d K Club booth but actuali hor they did d job lohz cuz i was busy completing baobei's card..neber go fer class but go hm ltr & was damn tired..went 2 mit up wif baobei fer dinner &amp; gt sum stuffs fer d trip den went hm le..rest a lil den started 2 packed our bag..practically i juz stuffed & squeeze everything into moi puma bag cuz we lazy 2 carry another bag..den i wasn't feeling beri well so head fer bed earli..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;">13th july[wednesdae]</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#99ff99;">suppose 2 mit up wif meimei 2 go skool at 6.30am de but i wasnt feeling well so decided nt 2 go..suppose 2 go skool acc joyce de if nt she will b alone at d cca booth but i reali cant climb out of bed mayb cuz im too tired too..aniwae finali finish d card le..mum & dad juz went out,i thk i will b taking a nap bahz..aniwae gurls im sorrie lehz..neber go skool 2dae...i wasnt feeling too gud lohz...especially 2 joyce cuz i noe u will b alone..so sorrie..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#99ff99;">hmmm..leaving 2nite le..everythings is done &amp; hope it wil b an memorable trip fer us bahz..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;">to d 3 of u:</span></strong></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <span style="color:#ffcc99;"> reali glad 2 noe u guys tis sem cuz i thk u guys reali motivate mi 2 study alot,tat y i hab nt tried 2 potent ani lesson yet..hab fun chatting & crapping wif u &amp; still able 2 study as well..sorrie fer 2dae & dun miz mi too much hor..i wil b back on tues 2 crap &amp; disturb u guys le..heeee...thx fer being part of moi skool life nw..u guys reali brighten up moi life in skool &amp; showing more interest in studies..i truely appreciate it alot...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112123153083908282?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120976613330242772005-07-10T13:49:00.000+08:002005-07-10T22:11:26.133+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">slack at hm d whole dae cuz raining..wanted 2 complete moi cgdp assisgnment but too bad moi program hab expired so i gt no choice but 2 complete it in skool tml cuz tml deadline..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">went fer dinner at suntec wif baobei's parents cuz they wanted 2 celebrate his bdae & on his bdae we nt in spore so 2nite go eat lohz..hab steamboat buffet &amp; ate till beri full but d diner was nice..walk ard b4 goin hm & saw d jacket i wanted 2 get fer baobei as bdae present &amp; den i rem tat 2pid salesman at bugis told mi tat onli left parkway parade hab tat jacket juz cuz i told him i saw at parkway..idiot him..lucky fer mi tat i saw it juz nw if nt at 1st i plan 2 go parkway 2 get tat jacket b4 skool tml..hmmph.. bluff mi..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">tml meimei goin 2 acc mi go suntec 2 get tat jacket..heee cuz i ask her wan 2 pei mi anot..lazy 2 go alone..tat dae sat she also acc mi luk fer his bdae present..feel so bad abt it..but she wun mind de lahz..haaahaaa.... </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">hmmm..goin 2 bath liaoz den pack sum of d cloths 1st cuz at 1st nt working fer d whole wk de but moi SM cor mi sae he gt no cashier tml so i offer 2 hlp him lohz..den tues stil nid 2 go buy sumthing wif baobei aft skool den no time liaoz..wed aft skool cum hm do sum things den goin off le..haiz..but hor i haben apply moi leave frm moi class advisor lehz..she sound so scary..heee... no matter wat i thk will ask her tml bahz..no choice..okie lahz i stp here liaoz...tata</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"><strong>p/s: dreaming of the innocent past...</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112097661333024277?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120793514022048992005-07-08T11:15:00.000+08:002005-07-08T11:31:54.033+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;">i juz duno wat u wan in life okie?! it's either u're nt at hm or u juz cum hm & make a fuss out of everything.!!! do we owe u anithin?! can u spare or hab u ever spare a tot fer mum &amp; dad?! they're nt young animore but hw much u're giving them?! r u showering wif all d care,concern or understanding needed in tis family?! all u ever do is blame.!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;">yesh..!!!! u may sae im lyk u but u can go ask mum/dad hab i change?! i learned 2 shw concern & helping them wif simple things at hm lyk getting things done or wat..im juz nt tat perfect but u're worse.!!! how's d feeling tat if u're working &amp; mum juz cor 2 scream at u?! or waking up in d morning onli 2 get an unreasonable argrument?! i duno abt u..i did many wrongs things in moi path of life up till nw..sum leading mi 2 regret of doing but i noe i cant change bk time but at least i face up wif it & trying moi best 2 change nw but wat abt u?! </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;">everynite i cum hm aft wrk chatting wif mum onli 2 hear tat u're nt cuming hm again,if nt it's either u juz flare ur temper at her again..thou she din sae anithin else but hab u ever tried 2 sense d hurt she feel?! dun u feel its time we bth grow up?! haben we hurt them enuff since young?! disappointing them & stuffs?! i feel so tired of it alreadi..all i wan is a hapi family lohz..does it mean being happy always means tat i dun hab other worries?! or m i juz putting a strong front?!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;">i duno even noe wat's on moi mind at tis moment of moi life or hw m i going 2 face it or even go thru it..but do u noe wat im toking abt?! no u dun.!!! so dun assume tat u're d onli 1 tat d whole family owe.!!! lyk i swear & promised 2 myslf tat if tis time i pass thru smoothly w/o hurting them or anithin den i wil neber even life a finger trying 2 even hurt their feelings animore.!!! but wat u thinking nw?! nobody noes.!!! all u noe its tat ppl r forcing u 2 do things tat u dun like but hab u ever tot hw much we went thru juz cuz u wanted 2 study shatec as u sae its ur dream but nw?! u chose wat path?! i reali hope tat i can chose another path rite nw u noe?! 2 turn back time but i noe its impossible so i hab 2 face it..all alone at hm.!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ffffff;">p/s: i pray & hope i wil pass thru it smoothly &amp; u wil start 2 thk rather dan living ur life lyk nw...its neber too late 2 learn ur lesson &amp; change fer d beta rite?!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112079351402204899?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120714872274954792005-07-07T13:37:00.000+08:002005-07-07T13:41:12.280+08:00in skool nw..having cgdp lesson but many of moi classmates alreadi gone hm le cuz section head cuming into d class den they dun hab proper attire so gt no choice but to go bk..i noe tat ltr she gonna tok abt moi hair color again but sorie cuz thr's no way im gonna dye bk moi hair black lohz... she wil onli b wasting her breath...<br /><br />went 2 settle moi ez-link card tis morning bt was damn pissed off by the obasan tat serve mi at d counter & i lodge an complaint over d matter..<br /><br />aniwae getting moi pay onli on d 15.07.05..sianz..haiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112071487227495479?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120533111794429632005-07-05T09:34:00.000+08:002005-07-05T11:11:51.800+08:00<div align="right"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ccffff;"><strong>02.07.05</strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffcc99;">had an slacking dae wif baobei,sty @ hm till 7+pm watching tv & while i try 2 complete moi assisgnment den walked 2 bugis cuz baobei wanted 2 eat sumthin so we juz walked thr slowly fer him 2 eat lohz..den aft tat we walked hm again..played scrabble till ard 1+am while watching tv tgt den i gt tired so went 2 bed tgt...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ccffff;"><strong>03.07.05</strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ff99;">din wan 2 wake up so slack in bed till 11+am den gt no choice gt 2 wake up le..cuz its baobei's grandpa's bdae den gt 2 go 2 his hse..reach thr ard 1+pm den hab sum munchies b4 baobei go hlp his uncle wif d new air-con in his grandpa's rm..aft a while we bth gt bored so walked 2 d 7-11 2 get sum ice-creams & chips 2 munch on..den a while ltr 2 of his younger cousin arrived den we decided 2 walked 2 katong mall as they wanted 2 play cs..so slack over thr fer abt an hr or so den walked 2 parkway parade 2 mit up wif his sis &amp; other cousins 2 get his grandpa a cake..went bk 2 d hse hab sum munchies as dinner again while others hab laska den aft dinner we juz left & went 2 parkway 2 shop ard b4 goin hm[ cuz baobei wan 2 hab a ride in his uncle's new subaru] tt y we went 2 parkway parade.. happily reached hm & tot den since still earli den i can continue wif moi wrk but who knows?! moi dearest baobei left d keys in his mum bag so end up we gt no choice but 2 stay dwnstairs 2 wait fer moi parents 2 cum hm...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ccffff;"><strong>04.07.05</strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">wasn't feeling well so din go 2 skool but it was sweet of baobei 2 take leave 2 acc mi d whole dae..settle sum personal stuffs & still wasnt feeling well but cant stand it so went to ktv wif baobei &amp; his sista..so long neber go ktv liaoz & hab a nice time thr..aft tat went hm straight as its alreadi 10+pm liaoz..we stil gt skool & nid 2 wrk d nxt dae..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;">life is make up of decisions rite?! make a decision which i hope nth will goes wrong & i wun regret doing it cuz i din hab much choice aniwae..mayb sum of u may find tat i hab change but i duno it myslf lohz..i juz wish fer d best of everithin in d choice i make &amp; allow mi pass thru everything smoothly w/o ani obstacles...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffffff;">p/s: aft d wind & rain,thr will b a beta tml &amp; i will find a way,a diff way.!!! tis is wat i believe</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112053311179442963?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120239059179839362005-07-02T01:20:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:30:59.183+08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ff99;">skool reopen fer 2 wks liaoz..stil hab yet 2 potent ani lesson mayb except fer 1 lesson of P.E but dun thk it matter aniwae..glad tat d t'cher admin mi into a friendly class if nt i wil hab a hard life le..hope i wil graduate tis time bahz..been wrking real hard eversince i learnt moi lesson & felt 2pid of neglecting moi studies or shld i sae even almost quit cuz of sum guy tat is nt worth it.!!! luckily fer mi tat i realise moi foolishness in d nick of time cuz if nt i definitely will regret more dan wat i do nw.!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ffff;">hmmm..juz install 3Dmax7 into moi comp & did sum edition fer moi interior design of d rm which im suppose 2 do as moi assisgnment..mayb tml gonna do moi CGDP assisgnment bahz cuz i was unable 2 install d program juz nw..aniwae tml baobei &amp; i plan 2 slack fer d dae cuz sundae stil nid 2 go his grandma hse as it's his grandpa's bdae..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ffff;">1+wk 2 our trip but we hab nt even plan 2 get those neccessarily stuffs..lazi us hor?! aniwae i stil hab nt apply fer moi leave in skool yet..haiz..sianz..stil thking of d reason..arghh..so 'ma fan'</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#99ffff;">okie lahz..i thk i beta go orh orh liaoz cuz baobei alreadi duno slp until which dreamlandz le yet im stil here wif moi comp..heee..tml can finali slp till i shiok w/o ani alarms disturbing mi..tata</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112023905917983936?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1120149222782884262005-06-30T23:55:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:09:11.793+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="font-size:100%;">juz finish editing moi blogskin..hmmmm..saw tis blogskin in moi skool comp 2dae den decided 2 change it cuz its so nice..heeee..i dun even noe who's blog it was..haaa<br /><br />aniwae so fast fridae liaoz le..tml end skool at 1pm den gonna go wrk till 6pm den baobei goin 2 fetch mi frm wrk & im coming hm 2 cook dinner...beens days since i last saw him,<span style="color:#ffffcc;">kinda of miss him</span> but no choice cuz i gt no time fer him since i been goin 2 skool &amp; working aft tat so he was asked 2 go hm 2 acc his family by mi..heee..lesson been either cancelled or dismissed earli nwadaes & sumtimes goin 2 skool is juz a waste of time lohz..go fer a while den can go hm le..arghh//<br /><br />nt working fer tis weekend..gt alot of skool wrk 2 complete,hope i can finish on time bahz cuz nxt wk stil gt phase test..i do d CGDP &amp; CA lesson till i goin 2 die liaoz...haiz...d problem i stil nid 2 complete a poster of IT 10yrs dwn d road by nxt thurs[on tat dae stil gt phase test on tis fer CGDP] & design an 3D interior design fer a hotel rm fer moi CA assisgnment..all tis can kill 3/4 of moi brain cells &amp; make mi real hungry at times..haaaa...luckily stil gt ppl hlp mi..if nt i reali die liaoz..<br /><br />been wrking wif moi SM,ah wee & others tis few daes...wrking wif them reali wun feel tat tiring cuz moi SM &amp; ah wee is totali siao de..always crazy crazy de..but at least i hab fun wrking in tis kind of condition..<br /><br />less dan 2 wks time is baobei's bdae liaoz & so is our genting trip..stil hab nt decide wat 2 get fer his bdae present lehz..too busi 2 reali go plan or thk..aniwae moi frens sae i may hab problem getting moi leave frm moi class advisor so which most pro i wil onli b appyling fer 1 dae leave bahz..no choice...<br /><br />aniwae gonna go dreamlandz liaoz cuz tml gt 2 reach skool by 9am[cant b late]..nitex..sugarz dreamz</span><span style="font-size:78%;"> &amp; honey nitezz...zZZZzzzzz</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-112014922278288426?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1119586712286341452005-06-24T11:51:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:09:27.713+08:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">hHaApPpPyY </span><span style="color:#ffff99;">15th </span><span style="color:#ccffff;">mMoOnNtThH</span> <span style="color:#ccccff;">aAnNnNiIvVeErRsSaArRyY</span></span></em></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ccccff;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:100%;color:#ffffcc;">1stly i wan 2 wish baobei & mi happi 15th mth anniversary.!!! slacking at hm nw cuz 2dae no skool[t'cher cancelled] &amp; further more i dun hab 2 wrk 2dae..so finalli im getting a rest aft 1 wk of studying & wrking</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffffcc;">so fast 24th jun liaoz..abt 3 more wks den baobei's bdae le but i stil hab nt gt time 2 do/buy his bdae present yet..arghhh..aniwae goin genting soon le but nid 2 apply leave frm skool..luking forward 2 it</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffffcc;">meetin baobei aft his wrk 2dae,juz goin fer a dinner den slack tgt le..haben gt time fer him fer d past few days[feel so bad] but luckily he neber complain//</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffffcc;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3366ff;">saw 'him' while wrking yest again..shld i realli change moi wrking plc lyk wat moi frens suggested?! but i luv wrking thr cuz d ppl thr beri nice..d problem is i reali duno wat 2 do or react each time i saw him..moi heart wil b in a mess.!!! d scar seem lyk it wil neber heal or even recover abit..i stil feel so hurt &amp; whenever i see him d past wil juz flow bk 2 mi with all d tears,hurts & stuffs he done.!!! i wil neber 4get d dae he walked out of moi life juz 2 enter another ger's life..all d promises &amp; beliefs seems lyk bubbles vanishing in front of mi..on d other hand i muz b hapi tat if he had nt hurt mi so much den i wun hab met sum1 who luv mi so much & always being thr fer mi when i needed him..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">i noe i make sum of u guyz wori fer mi but i promise i wil b strong rite?! its juz tat baobei &amp; mi see no point changing moi wrk plc juz cuz of 'him'// so dun wori okie?! heee.. meet up with u guyz soon[b4 i go genting]</span> </span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ccccff;">tis part is 2 wen : i noe u may feel confused at tis point nw but follow wat ur heart brings u 2 whr happiness is truely thr..no point holding on 2 sumthin we see no future in it rite?! hab faith in ur own decision &amp; d person u gave a chance 2 den u confirm will b hapi de..sorie din hab time 2 mit up tis wk..gonna wait till nxt wk le..</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111958671228634145?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1119339022774271302005-06-21T14:55:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:09:46.333+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">in skool rotting nw so bored nth 2 do waste of time coming skool 2dae..gt 2 noe moi class beta 2dae due 2 d new frens i gt 2 noe 2dae..especially meimei cuz during our break she bring mi 2 diff tables with our classmates ard 2 intro them 2 mi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">hab fun 2dae cuz i noe 3 gers in class who can b real talkative lyk mi..haaa..gud gud cuz tis way i wil nt b bored & definitely can tok non-stp//moi fav past-time..tokin &amp; crapping & singing..lalalaaa...but d time-table abit ermz..beri d duno hw 2 say..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">thou i hab nt recover frm moi sore throat but been toking non-stp 2dae..but nvm cuz i lyk it able 2 tok &amp; tok & still toking.!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">going fer wrk ltr..go thr den wil b toking &amp; crapping non-stp again..haaahaa..wonder in tis case when den wil moi voice recover.!!! i stil wan 2 go k songs lehz..!!!! nxt wk onwards wil seriously cut dwn d num of days im going 2 wrk aft skool le cuz most of d days end at 5pm or 6pm..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffccff;">okie lahz..moi "birdie" teacher wan 2 tok liaoz..update soon</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111933902277427130?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1119193576585778872005-06-19T23:01:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:10:00.883+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">hmmm.. startin frm tml wil b a busi wk fer mi liaoz..haiz..tml nid 2 reach skool at 9am den aft skol i gt 2 wrk..d best part is i gt 2 wrk everydae till sat.!!! at 1st i dun even hab moi off dae on sun de..den i ask moi manager & he happily reply mi tat he plan until 4get abt moi off dae &amp; i skol reopen le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">so immed he change moi schedule den i request fer sundae off at least can rest &amp; sat aft wrk stil can pei baobei go out..stil feeling sick..haiz..okie lahz..gonna slp..</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111919357658577887?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1119146097589463802005-06-19T09:46:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:10:20.626+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>finalli i'm sick.!!!</strong> juz lyk wat sum of them predicated...been working alot lately,due 2 lack of sleepness & tired out moi body give way liaoz..it cant take it animore.!!! having a terrible sore throat nw &amp; thk wil start 2 hab fever soon..sianz..tml start of new term meaning wil b a more tiring period fer mi but yet i fell sick at tis moment of time..arghhhh.!!!!</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cccccc;">left wrk 1 hr earlier yest..actuali wanted 2 left earlier but see they nt enuff ppl so i stay till abit ltr..nw going 2 wrk aft i update tis entry le..thk wil end wrk earli 2dae bahz..since i wrking 6hrs 2dae & hopefully i can get sum rest..gt 2 wrk &amp; study hard le,thk will onli b able 2 get moi rest[serious rest] when i go genting le..onli time to relax le.. heee..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cccccc;">stil gt a long wae 2 go lohz..daydream nw stil so earli..hopefully wil b able 2 squeeze out sum time fer mi 2 luk fer his bdae present bahz..cuz confirm no time 2 do it myslf de.. okie lahz..gonna go liaoz..nid 2 report fer wrk liaoz..tata...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111914609758946380?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1118979320111792522005-06-17T11:16:00.000+08:002005-07-02T01:10:34.253+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">preparing fer wrk soon..3 more daes den a brand new term//haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">gonna be real busi again le..hope i stil hab sum time fer moi frenz & love ones..baobei hab an off dae tat dae so we went 2 collect our rings &amp; book d tix fer genting..meaning shall b celebrating his b'dae thr le..hmmm been busi nowadaes till i dun even hab time 2 go luk fer his b'dae present yet but definitely hope he hab a special & memorable b'dae tis yr since tis is d 2nd yr habing sum1 2 celebrate his b'dae fer him..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">been wrking whole week long &amp; dun reali hab time fer baobei..our onli time is when he cum fetch mi hm frm wrk..most of d time he wil b alone aft wrk// feel so bad abt it but i noe he understand de cuz he hab nv complain at all..when 2 visit moi grandma with him tat dae cuz wori tat nxt wk onwards i wun hab d time le..hab dinner with her at mum's stall den aft she went hm,baobei & i slack ard at d stall waiting fer mum &amp; dad 2 go hm tgt...</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">abt another 1mth time den finalli will hab a break away frm wrk & studies 2 reali njoy myslf le..but rite nw 1st we gt 2 save real hard fer d $$ cuz we r nt rich..so broke le..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffffff;">saw 'him' yest while wrking..he juz walk pass tokin on d fone..a strange feeling came 2 mi which i duno hw 2 describe but i juz dun understand tat its been so long le &amp; im hapi nw habing sum1 who love mi but hw cum i juz cant 4get abt d past?!!! izxit i was truely hurt more den i ever hab in moi entire life up til nw?!!! past juz kip flooding bk 2 moi mind & wrk was busi yest[due 2 lack of wrkers],so i kip trying 2 bury myslf in wrk..no matter wat i reali dun wish 2 thk abt d past cuz i wil feel so toopid &amp; wat can i do even if i thk?! nth at all.!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">gonna prepare fer wrk le..raining nw//shld b an easy dae at wrk bahz..heeee</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111897932011179252?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1118553679790373212005-06-12T01:08:00.000+08:002005-06-12T13:21:19.796+08:00woke up damn earli 2dae.!! 6.30am.!!! oh yah..it's sat & i'm waking up so earli..heeee<br /><br />accompany baobei fer his mac breakfast den went dwn to SIR building 2 get his passport extentsion & change his lil boi foto away..since we gt nth 2 do aft tat &amp; will onli b meeting yang & xueling fer movie in d evening so d nite b4 baobei suggested we go Jurong Bird Park cuz he been wanting 2 go fer a long time le..since d last time i went was when im in primary skool so okie lohz...<br /><br />had fun at d bird park cuz was lyk so lil ppl thr & we juz scroll abit &amp; rest a while..d surrounding was so quiet & peaceful..spend abt 4 to 5hrs thr b4 goin 2 PS 2 mit yang &amp; xueling..<br /><br />saw a pair of couple ring at moshi moshi[at ps] quite nice while waiting fer them & it was lyk d moment bth of us saw it we lyk it tgt..heee..been wanting 2 get a new pair since baobei lost his last ring in his camp..sob sob..so baobei suggest since we got nth to do tml[sun] den we shall go dwn 2 PS &amp; get d pair of rings..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111855367979037321?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1117771257466477902005-06-03T11:35:00.000+08:002005-06-03T12:00:57.470+08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;">slacking at hm nw,going fer work ltr...hmmmm..tis mth muz work xtra hard cuz baobei & i planning to go genting fer a short trip in july..oso as to celebrate his bdae..heeee...thou its onli sumwhr nearby but beta den nth lohz cuz i noe its nt easy fer him to get overseas leave oso &amp; in order to go genting with mi,he gt to burn his bdae off..so sorrie..truely hope we wil b able to make it fer d trip & u wil hab an memorable bdae..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;">moving hse soon..duno shld i b hapi or sad cuz been living here since i was born gt feelings fer it le..see hw hard moi family had to work & save in order to move into tis new hse, i feel so heart pain lohz..but i noe no matter wat we gt to move cuz we nid d money to clear d bank...so hopefully like wat mum sae, lets treat it as a new start move to tis new hse happily &amp; renovate onli wateva we shld den we wil b broke but den we wil start to save all over again frm d start & slowly get wateva furniture we nid bit by bit...as long as we hold on tgt den nth wil b an obstacle...</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;">quite tired frm working & i noe i hab neglect baobei..luckily he is beri understanding &amp; nv complained but yet w/o fail been fetchin mi frm work..thx...thou d time we spend tgt is beri lil but hope u understand tat i nid to save money fer moi family's new hse & oso going on d trip with u in july..so lets jus endure throu tis fer tis 1 mth okie?! i alreadi request fer moi off dae b on d weekend nxt wk so as we can go out tgt le... thx fer being so patient with moi work &amp; everithin..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;">had fun working at moi new working environment thou i miss moi darlings at d old work plc alot but here i oso noe sum of d potential jokers who wil brighten up moi working time...thx... work is a lil easier here & mayb less stress.. no matter whr im working, i juz noe tat i nid to save up d money i earn & hlp out in d family..cuz planning to go on d trip means i wil nid cash &amp; nt able to hlp out as much..sorie..</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff9900;">hmmm.. shall blog again soon bahz... gtg...gonna stp here... tata</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111777125746647790?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10771294.post-1117175010684026022005-05-27T13:54:00.000+08:002005-05-27T14:23:30.700+08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">been workin fer d past few daes... quite tired but work was okie lohz...get to slack & crap...finalli 2 more daes den hopefully i get moi off dae..heee// lazy mi..</span> <span style="color:#ffccff;">^( ^[00]^ )^ oink oink!</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff33;">to tat sum1 k?! i thk i hab enuff of u le.!!! juz who u thk u're trying to changemoi life by telling mi who to chose & y shld i listen to u?! din i sae im contented with moi life &amp; wan to buzz off frm it.!!! wateva happen between us it's alreadi history[ past tense].do u understand?! plz fer god sake it was abt 6yrs ago?! im alreadi turning 20 tis yr le.!!! cherish wat u hab nw & b contented.!!! she reali sacrifices alot cuz of u.!!! wat more do u ask fer?! pushing her to a dead point?! dun b cruel.!!! dun turn into sum1 who our grp of frenz dun even recognise animore plz..!!! treat it as i'm begging u.!!! even nw i dun hab moi baobei, i oso wil neber chose to b a 3rd party.!!! cuz i understand hw much hurt &amp; pain it wil bring to ur gf.!!!// u shld noe tat since i went throu it personally of kana having a 3rd party in moi last r/s.!!! u saw hw hurt & how all moi thinking went haywire.!!! do u reali wan tat to happen to ur gf who u stil noe tat u stil gt lil feelings?! boi, seriously y nt leave things as it is nw?! isn't it gud tat we remain best of bud &amp; hab fun tgt.. i wil nv give up on wat i hab nw.!!! din u guys agreed tat if nt fer moi baobei had enter moi life at d point whr by i was totali hurt,den rite nw w/o him,i wil nv b who i m nw.. working hard to get grad & working to earn $$$ fer moi further studies..mayb i wld juz b crazy or even dead..baobei hab heal mi &amp; brought colours to mi no matter its happi,sad or angry but wat i muz sae its tt he reali hab change alot fer mi & see no point giving up on moi life nw.!!! all i can sae to u is tat im sorrie cuz i prefer to remain as moi greatest bud who i always turn to when im in trouble or vex.!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;">aniwae had a tok with mum over d fone juz nw..she was telling mi thou we're moving hse but due to sum finance matter we're nt goin to renovate d hse or wat till tat nicely done..she was telling mi tat i wil hab to bring sum of moi old furniture at hm over to d new hse..but i dun feel anithin wrong with tat lohz.. as long as 1 can stay tgt happily as 1 family den who cares whether d furnitures r new anot.!!! mayb last time i wld complain but nt nw animore.!!! i noe tat we're nt rich & we're having sum sort of finance problem tat is y i told u guys i will earn fer moi own living &amp; studies.. all i ask fer nw is tat we wil b hapi as a family.. dun bother abt wat aunts they always sae abt us.. so wat mi & sis r bad in studies?! but we're nv ashamed of our own family..but rather i feel sad fer sum others who study so much yet dun even try to b truthfull to their partner tat wat jobs their parents hold.!!! im always proud of moi own parents,cuz if nt fer them working as wat they're den mi &amp; sis wil nv even hab a chance of studying.!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">so wat im nt rich?! so wat at times we fight or argue over matter?! din we always patch things up,rem each other's b'dae & occasions?! we dun celebrate but at least no matter hw poor we're dun we stil get our folks presents?! even if its onli a card[handmade] but im sure they're hapi cuz of d content inside d card &amp; nt hw expensive it is.!!! if im complaining den i wun b working while studying le... who dun wish to b shopping aft skool?! rite?! but i feel tat by working i can at least hlp to lessen bth u & dad's burden even thou its nt much but beta den nth hor.!!! heee/</span>/</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffcc99;">okie lahz...hab to get rdy fer work liaoz...</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">ps: looking forward fer tml & sun cuz can slack abit..tis whole wk din even hab time to pei moi baobei..luckily fer mi tat he understand &amp; so swt of him to always fetch mi end work &amp; even wait fer mi till so late juz to pei mi hab dinner... thx alot....</span></strong> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10771294-111717501068402602?l=girl-with-attitude.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>][ g.i.r.l.w.i.t.h.a.t.t.i.t.u.d.e ][noreply@blogger.com